Stressed

i go and read other ppl's blogs i feel so stressed out la :/
thing is,i am!
everyone thinks that poly is just another platform for ppl to get on with their studies and play all day long.
think again.
i carn stand it when ppl look down on poly ppl,it's as if they condemn us just because we din go jc.
it really irks me that we're being judged just becos we din go jc.
like wtf la,it's not as if i carn go or anything.
fact is,i think at least 75% of my class can go jc one lor.
but watever la.
nevertheless,if you're wondering why i'm still up so late,it's becos i was up doing homework.
homework = ap chem revision exercise + mip presentation ppt.
and i haven't started on ap chem formal report plus mip.
i think i'm in a love-hate relationship with ap chem.
even if i noe how to do i just carn seem to get the bloody answer!
why!? tell me why!?
oh wells i'm feeling darn tired now.
my shoulders are all tensed up due to the hours of sitting in front of the com doing homework.
take ytd for instance,i was at the com from 12noon to at least 11pm doing homework la.
homework that i've been putting off for ages becos they pile even faster than i can grow.
i think at the rate i'm gg i'm gonna have brain malfunction pls.
so many tests & presentations,so little time.
stupid ae&e pract this week than got ae&e quiz next week
2 reports due in the next 2 weeks + ap chem quiz coming up.
i dun even have enough time to sleep let alone go out la.
i haven't gone out with marce for 3 days straight liao :(
i mean,yes i see him in sch. but when i'm free,i'm always doing some undone assignment.
and my poor marce just sits there and acc me.
poor baby :( -pat pat.
then he's also feeling damn stressed out now.
gahhh everyone's stressed la.
and i shall go bed now.
seeing pltnmates on wed for dinner(?) and cadets night.
sorry sam abt snapping abt not wanting to inform the rest about dinner la.
i'm like bloody caught up in this hellhole called poly/studies and u guys are after all having hols.
plus,i'm always the one sms-ing ppl.
u noe how annoying it is to have my smses reduced by 26 more than once and not even half of you guys even bother to msg back (ahem ahem rachel chiang)
then still got chalet to plan leh.
and mistersex gathering for kiku and nut's belated?
:(
i'm a stressed out girl.
somebody save me haix.
-.