hello! long time no update again haha.
BUSY,busy,BBBBBUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSYYYYYYYYYY!!
cos mid sems are this coming week freak.
3 papers on mon,wed and fri.
and yes,due to the paper being a night paper,i cannot go and send xl off to warwick tmr!
argh,slothy! i'll miss you (:
take care in cold cold warwick and skype me more often k!
LOVE YOU LOADS :D
i fell sick on thursday.
fever and a raging headache that lasted 2 consecutive days from thursday to friday.
fever subsided tho on thursday night itself so not so bad.
but it just put a huge dent in my mugging schedule.
yes,blame me for not wanting to mug every weekend as the profs always tell us to.
i am so lagging behind in everything,F!
wanted to mug the entire day on thursday in sch with the guys but i woke up feeling really horrible yet went to sch cos my dad fetched me there.
end up i reached sci bus stop cldn't take it,wanted to vomit and all so i called the guys one by one cos NO ONE PICKED UP MY PHONE CALL until someone picked up and i told them i was going to see the doc.
and yes,huge scolding from everyone cos they say i'm too overworked.
not enough rest and imbalanced tuition.
i crammed tuition in 2 days for this week just so i can mug.
in the end it backfired. shit. haha.
bf went back to taiwan on tuesday and is happily enjoying life here while i'm also tempted to just quit sch and run off to taiwan now.
airfare's dirt cheap now pls! it's $387 for eva air to taiwan! to and fro!
it's even cheaper than bloody jetstar haha!
anyhow obv i cannot cos i have sch and all.
i dislike the fact that when poly students are having vacation time we're mugging like crazy.
the world is unfair. rarhs.
so yes,i nua-ed the entire days away both on thursday and friday by sleeping,relaxing and basically doing nothing.
felt so much better and yes even though i am supposed to be panicking right now due to my mid sems tmr,i tell myself i cannot.
why put undue stress on myself? sigh,if i can,i will make it.
if i can't,i'll just have to work harder for the finals then.
but god bless me that i will do well!
been doing some readings for sch these couple of days but later gonna start my full blast mugging for tmr's paper.
i'm just.. not prepared man.
but no,no more unnecessary stress pau! you cannot.
i do not want to crumble once again under the stress and fall sick again.
i will love myself more now so my loved ones will not worry anymore (:
cassy,i just bought a vest online hahaha! talk abt retail therapy man.
let's go shop soon! after i end all my tuition i must treat myself to a good relaxing day out.
earn so much but at the expense of unnecessary stress,not worth.
so i shall make it worth haha! oh wells,i shall go and shower now,read up on molecular orbitals and pray everything will make sense to me overnight.
wish me luck people.
cya at the end of the week.
or if i decide to procrastinate midweek or smth lol.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Can you please grow up now that you're 21?
i'm fine everyone! thanks for the concern <3
well,who isn't stressed out by uni?
i think poly students really find it very hard to fit into the education system.
honestly,poly should have covered more stuff but i'm not complaining.
i chose that path,so i should stick to my decisions.
even at the end of the day,jc students may understand the lecture more than me,i will just have to put in that extra bit of effort to study.
yet at the same time,i'd wish all the profs would cut us some slack.
more work piling up at each week.
people enjoy their weekends and yet i dread my weekends.
have to do tutorials that you have no inkling abt.
scratch your head like crazy but at the end of the day,i throw the towel in to give up.
it's that complex! i cannot find fault with the uni system because countless of people have undergone that route and emerged an honours student.
so why can't i do it?
we all struggle through 3 years of our lives in uni to get a degree.
but coming out into the society would it help?
isn't it just a stepping stone to tell the world that hey,i have the brains,hire me!
gahhhhh well,everyone has their own problems.
mine may be bigger or smaller but at the end of the day,i chose to go to uni instead of working/adv dip.
so i should just accept whatever comes because it's a whole package.
want the name and prestige attached to your degree? mug like hell.
forsake sleep,drown your body in large doses of coffee to keep yourself awake.
be prepared for people to backstab you any minute,anytime,anywhere.
i'm not saying that people ard me are like that.
but we just have to get prepared for it?
my uni life thus far has not been a bed of roses,but then again,it's only been week 6.
recess week is next week so time to mug mug mug!
gonna end tuition in 3 weeks as well!
HANG IN THERE PAULA! YOU CAN DO IT!
i had a relatively nice weekend even though i ended up with relatively little sleep.
went to the comex show at suntec on friday after sch with hussein,ervin,javin and marce at ard 7-ish.
next day went to get javin's present at comex along with my netbook before going to bukit gombak for his party!
PICTURES :D
marce and me (:
kaiqi and me! <3
with tyra,javin's cute little cousin
with the birthday boy himself who lives everyday to suan me >.<
chii yeh and me! PULLING HIS EARS IS DAMN FUN!
javin during the cake cutting
anw caught up with friends from scamp at the party albeit one or two only lol.
trained home before collapsing from exhaustion.
early morning driving lesson and i went to marce's house.
AND I FELL ASLEEP HAHA! right after our brunch that i bought at bedok interchange.
damn pig can lol.
attempted my tutorial and decided to give up lol!
was at parkway trying to catch 36 to town to meet cassy.
STUPID BUS TOOK SO LONG TO COME.
sbs has some serious issues. i absolutely abhor public transport.
anw i had a great time shopping with cassy! (:
we should do it more often ok. i'm uber stressed :(
went home a happy girl altho poorer by close to $100 but nevertheless,happy :D
monday another cycle once more.
sigh! went to mug in sch today but only managed to study 1 freaking chapter of cm1131.
that's how much my 1 chapter is. stupid stupid stupid.
why am i so stupid!? rarhs.
oh wells,tmr mugging again.
tuition tuition go away,come again another day pls :(
i.dread.sch.and.tuition.
ok,till later. bye.
well,who isn't stressed out by uni?
i think poly students really find it very hard to fit into the education system.
honestly,poly should have covered more stuff but i'm not complaining.
i chose that path,so i should stick to my decisions.
even at the end of the day,jc students may understand the lecture more than me,i will just have to put in that extra bit of effort to study.
yet at the same time,i'd wish all the profs would cut us some slack.
more work piling up at each week.
people enjoy their weekends and yet i dread my weekends.
have to do tutorials that you have no inkling abt.
scratch your head like crazy but at the end of the day,i throw the towel in to give up.
it's that complex! i cannot find fault with the uni system because countless of people have undergone that route and emerged an honours student.
so why can't i do it?
we all struggle through 3 years of our lives in uni to get a degree.
but coming out into the society would it help?
isn't it just a stepping stone to tell the world that hey,i have the brains,hire me!
gahhhhh well,everyone has their own problems.
mine may be bigger or smaller but at the end of the day,i chose to go to uni instead of working/adv dip.
so i should just accept whatever comes because it's a whole package.
want the name and prestige attached to your degree? mug like hell.
forsake sleep,drown your body in large doses of coffee to keep yourself awake.
be prepared for people to backstab you any minute,anytime,anywhere.
i'm not saying that people ard me are like that.
but we just have to get prepared for it?
my uni life thus far has not been a bed of roses,but then again,it's only been week 6.
recess week is next week so time to mug mug mug!
gonna end tuition in 3 weeks as well!
HANG IN THERE PAULA! YOU CAN DO IT!
i had a relatively nice weekend even though i ended up with relatively little sleep.
went to the comex show at suntec on friday after sch with hussein,ervin,javin and marce at ard 7-ish.
next day went to get javin's present at comex along with my netbook before going to bukit gombak for his party!
PICTURES :D
anw caught up with friends from scamp at the party albeit one or two only lol.
trained home before collapsing from exhaustion.
early morning driving lesson and i went to marce's house.
AND I FELL ASLEEP HAHA! right after our brunch that i bought at bedok interchange.
damn pig can lol.
attempted my tutorial and decided to give up lol!
was at parkway trying to catch 36 to town to meet cassy.
STUPID BUS TOOK SO LONG TO COME.
sbs has some serious issues. i absolutely abhor public transport.
anw i had a great time shopping with cassy! (:
we should do it more often ok. i'm uber stressed :(
went home a happy girl altho poorer by close to $100 but nevertheless,happy :D
monday another cycle once more.
sigh! went to mug in sch today but only managed to study 1 freaking chapter of cm1131.
that's how much my 1 chapter is. stupid stupid stupid.
why am i so stupid!? rarhs.
oh wells,tmr mugging again.
tuition tuition go away,come again another day pls :(
i.dread.sch.and.tuition.
ok,till later. bye.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Sacrificing for the better good?
had an emotional breakdown at 12 midnight last night.
feeling totally like shit.
i wish my life wasn't like this and yet i don't know how to make it better.
sighs.
feeling totally like shit.
i wish my life wasn't like this and yet i don't know how to make it better.
sighs.
Sunday, September 06, 2009
No Surprise
ouch ouch ouch am having leg cramps now while typing this lol.
ahhh managed to fix the blogger issue awhile back just too lazy to post.
then now it's screwed again. kinda.
lol refreshing works! semi-worked.
anw anw many things happening!
class outing on 22nd august :D
i miss you DCP3AB22 (:
all the crazy things we do hahahaha.
uni is just not the same without all the crazy people.
i even miss alan's singing la. yes,the horrible one.
and pinching huatjin all day long. no one to pinch in uni at all.
i shall go and find some to pinch hahah!
no one to gossip with :(
belle,cassy,baiyu,eelin,yimei,lilian,litong!
and of cos the rest of the girls + guys la.
we had hotpot culture and spent the entire time camwhoring! so fun XD
classmates!
loves (:
i brought marce along cos he hadn't tried hotpot culture before so yeah.
anw can hang out with his "supposed" classmates before he got uprooted and set off to NS in year 2.
lol! yeah then met up with maisie,laura and xl for dinner a couple of week's back at aston's.
at raffles city
we had dinner at the cathay + lepak at starbucks before walking to city hall.
made a date to have dinner to celebrate xl's bday + our belated bdays and...
ta-dah! us (: minus maisie and the addition of yin zhen
yupp went for dinner at hog's breath cafe @ chijmes last friday.
as always we camwhored lol!
i have so much fun with crescent people man :D
we just do the weirdest things together.
like buying the cake and not even putting it on the plate.
just eat with a fork straight from the cake itself.
i miss you guys (:
taken at kino when i went to buy my play magazine. the august issue! in sept then buy >.<
bf's done with exam alr then now he's just slacking all day long before he goes back taiwan for 3 weeks.
on wed went back to SP! :D :D :D
yes to print notes and mug with marce before his PMAI paper.
then met engchua at fc5 to eat subway!
THE SUBWAY WE NEVER HAD :(
it's cheaper than in nus btw lol.
felt so nostalgic going down the tunnel to sch,studying in library.
it's just way better than science library tsk.
we just go science library to lepak and rot. hahahaha.
cannot must start mugging omg.
my life has just been spent struggling through tutorials,vowing to do them and then just procrastinate till the next one comes.
i need more time pls! it's even worse than when i was in poly rarhs.
am uber pissed with dad. had a breakdown today cos i just found out that by using his cpf to pay for my 24K uni education,i have to pay back all in cash in a year's time.
haven't even study kena debt alr.
stupid stupid stupid stupid.
if he dares to ask me for a single cent when i start working,he can jolly well dream on pls.
it's so darn shitass la. i hate it.
i hate my life.
period.
ok,till the next entry,bye.
ahhh managed to fix the blogger issue awhile back just too lazy to post.
then now it's screwed again. kinda.
lol refreshing works! semi-worked.
anw anw many things happening!
class outing on 22nd august :D
i miss you DCP3AB22 (:
all the crazy things we do hahahaha.
uni is just not the same without all the crazy people.
i even miss alan's singing la. yes,the horrible one.
and pinching huatjin all day long. no one to pinch in uni at all.
i shall go and find some to pinch hahah!
no one to gossip with :(
belle,cassy,baiyu,eelin,yimei,lilian,litong!
and of cos the rest of the girls + guys la.
we had hotpot culture and spent the entire time camwhoring! so fun XD
i brought marce along cos he hadn't tried hotpot culture before so yeah.
anw can hang out with his "supposed" classmates before he got uprooted and set off to NS in year 2.
lol! yeah then met up with maisie,laura and xl for dinner a couple of week's back at aston's.
we had dinner at the cathay + lepak at starbucks before walking to city hall.
made a date to have dinner to celebrate xl's bday + our belated bdays and...
yupp went for dinner at hog's breath cafe @ chijmes last friday.
as always we camwhored lol!
i have so much fun with crescent people man :D
we just do the weirdest things together.
like buying the cake and not even putting it on the plate.
just eat with a fork straight from the cake itself.
i miss you guys (:
bf's done with exam alr then now he's just slacking all day long before he goes back taiwan for 3 weeks.
on wed went back to SP! :D :D :D
yes to print notes and mug with marce before his PMAI paper.
then met engchua at fc5 to eat subway!
THE SUBWAY WE NEVER HAD :(
it's cheaper than in nus btw lol.
felt so nostalgic going down the tunnel to sch,studying in library.
it's just way better than science library tsk.
we just go science library to lepak and rot. hahahaha.
cannot must start mugging omg.
my life has just been spent struggling through tutorials,vowing to do them and then just procrastinate till the next one comes.
i need more time pls! it's even worse than when i was in poly rarhs.
am uber pissed with dad. had a breakdown today cos i just found out that by using his cpf to pay for my 24K uni education,i have to pay back all in cash in a year's time.
haven't even study kena debt alr.
stupid stupid stupid stupid.
if he dares to ask me for a single cent when i start working,he can jolly well dream on pls.
it's so darn shitass la. i hate it.
i hate my life.
period.
ok,till the next entry,bye.
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