Busy Bee

f-ing busy nowadays.
I NEED SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
anw i'm supposed to be studying for ae&e tmr but apparantly procrastinating works better this way.
was kinda irritated with ting kok eng.
that idiot refused to reply my sms ytd and happily went to meet shiyun & co. to help them with revision
$*@&)(*#&@(*^#)!$&@*(&#*(@&)(*%^)&@*$^#&@*(^#(*&@$^*($^
nvm,i got my crash course on chp 6.
so hopefully i dun fail tmr -prays really hard.
these few days have been... ok?
weekend was spent rushing ap chem report.
then i fell sick :(
felt so horrible on monday,even worse on tuesday.
i was literally an elephant during CPPA lecture la.
elephant as in,blowing my nose non-stop kind.
swollen eyes,rudolph the red nosed reindeer,big thick jacket.
i looked like the perfect christmas mascot pls. (think frosty the snowman,rudolph and santa in 1)
yeah,and it sucked.
but went vivocity to watch happy feet ytd.
was shivering in the cinema that marce had to give me his jacket when i was already wearing one.
came home then wanted to study but i got lured to bed by drowsiness.
haha,spent the morning watching journey to the west (:
i'm beginning to appreciate backpacking gems now.
i think i shall go backpacking one day!
sH!! taiwan~~~~~ LOL
we more high-class backpacking la. we bring luggage but be damn cheapo.
HAHAHAH XD
had option talk today.
made up my mind to go IC i guess :/
talked to the mother and she says just do watever i want la.
now to settle the father. -dreads.
polymer simply does not appeal that much to me now.
it's so bloody.... dry
guess IC has more options for me.
anw busy weeks ahead.
i feel so drained pls.
i think the 3 week hols not enough lor.
gimme 3 yrs more like it :(
tests and more presentations next week.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH can i die? :(
ok,time to study.
:( :( :(
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Sick Pau

i'm sick.
very badly.
'nuf said.
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Sha La La (:

i'm a happy girl,i do get bothered over mindless,stupid things that others do :D
yes,had a wonderous 2 days straight. well,sorta la.
despite my outburst(read previous entry),i bounced back from it once i met up with some deltas at cine on wed.
(NOTE: the previous entry was written while in a pissed off mood. sorry for the harsh tone. i dun mean it literally :/)
went for dinner at vil'age.


check out this cute cow (: it looks like kiku laaaaaa lolx

it was damn fun la.
gossiping,suan-ing sam,making fun of each other,checking out everyone's boobs(rachel chiang for you) and reminiscing the good ol' nc times.
i got addicted to ginger beer there haha XD
so many things happened but i remember very prominently smth rachel said la.
we were talking about buddha hair.
then she said aloud,"i love buddha hair!!!" at the top of her rachel chaing voice which everyone is ever so familiar with.
and guess who chose to walk pass us then: MONKS.
i swear it was so funny the whole table cracked up like mad la.
LOL damn hilarious pls.
and zel din noe siti had curly hair all along cos she kept thinking that siti permed her hair all along. so funny la! :D
yeah then went back crescent after that.
we were playing ard like mad,living in our own little delta o5 world la.
and chiang actually lifted me up with this damn tight grip.
bloody painful i tell you! and chiang,i'm taller than u ok. dun deny the fact lolx.
yeah played around there,watching cadets night then went home.
i <33 delta o5 (:



came home bloody tired but it was definitely worth it.
i din even think of all my troubles during that period of time with my pltnmates.
went sch for ae&e pract today. got test sia -.-"
ok,fast forward that to after CPPA tutorial hahahah XD
eelin,pohling,kaiyun,kexuan,marce,weijie,stan,junlong and i went outram to eat tang yuan!
yummylicious (:
i din like the 115 dessert stall seasame paste as recommended by the blog la.
so eeyer pls. i din even finish half of it -gag.
but the tang yuan was damn nice~~~
eelin and i had a great time eating even tho i found the soup too bland.
but the other girls loved it :D
carn say much for the guys tho lolx.
went PS after that then went home.
ermmm go hospital visit my grandfather.
kena chased home by him not even 2 mins after we entered.
so sad la seeing all the tubes in him.
dialysis is such a painful process.
cherish ur health ppl.
went to makan prata with the mother,bro and joshie.
came home till now lor.
too lazy to do any homework la.
shall start on ap chem report tmr or smth.
my mind is stoning due to the lack of sleep.
anw,eelin!! next place to target: maxwell food centre!! :D
got UFOs and that famous chicken rice
anyone is welcome to join eelin and i on our makan trips (:
nevertheless,these 2 days have been fab save for some unhappy moments.
but i've learnt to just ignore such issues and spend more time on bonding with the others around me.
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Lonely

i'm damn fed up with having to sms delta o5 and not even 10 of you even bother to reply my sms.
just what exactly is wrong with you ppl!?
kena snapped(sort of) at sam b4 dinner so i started sms-ing ppl abt cadets night tmr.
it's like so fucked up la.
no one bothers to reply me so i'm seriously wondering why the fuck do i even give a shit about sms-ing u guys?
i'm really having 2nd thoughts over the chalet you know.
somehow i dun think it'll pull thru.
with everyone so caught up in their own little lives to not even bother to sms me or heck,even bother to help me with my juggling sch work here so badly.
you guys do realise i carn run this whole stupid thing on my own here you know?
but do you guys care? NO.
when that time the chalet in june din happen it's cos everyone just shoved the work to me and when it din happen everyone just went like "i was so looking forward to it!" blah blah blah.
wat the heck do they even take me for?
somehow i wonder if that friendship,bond is there anymore.
i so want to give up on you guys now.
i mean if you want smth to happen god dammit do smth abt it la.
nobody gives a shit anymore,no one even god damn respect me as a person to even bother replying my smses.
is saying yes,i'm gg or no i'm not gg so hard to even begin with?
haiya,if one day i ever give up on delta anymore,dun blame me.
it's inevitable with the way everyone is acting.
to think i even called you guys as one of the most impt thing in my life.
when we meet up for part dinners all the jc ppl just talk abt their own little happy jc lives.
and where does that live ppl like me and sH?
she doesn't even want to come for anymore of such gatherings becos we're like totally invinsible ppl there la.
it's as if the reason i'm only there for is to inform or sms ppl.
everyone just takes for granted that paula will organise smth.
wat the hell am i? some kind of event organiser or watever?
and if you totally disagree with me,go reflect man.
many times a day i wonder how many true friends do i really have.
be it from cresent,sp and watever.
i really think if i'm just here on earth for a short stop and nothing else.
call me watever but i think i'm just damn unwanted la.
everyone just treats me as tho i'm there to do all the work only.
be it family,delta and sp frens.
sigh.
pathetic life.
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Stressed

i go and read other ppl's blogs i feel so stressed out la :/
thing is,i am!
everyone thinks that poly is just another platform for ppl to get on with their studies and play all day long.
think again.
i carn stand it when ppl look down on poly ppl,it's as if they condemn us just because we din go jc.
it really irks me that we're being judged just becos we din go jc.
like wtf la,it's not as if i carn go or anything.
fact is,i think at least 75% of my class can go jc one lor.
but watever la.
nevertheless,if you're wondering why i'm still up so late,it's becos i was up doing homework.
homework = ap chem revision exercise + mip presentation ppt.
and i haven't started on ap chem formal report plus mip.
i think i'm in a love-hate relationship with ap chem.
even if i noe how to do i just carn seem to get the bloody answer!
why!? tell me why!?
oh wells i'm feeling darn tired now.
my shoulders are all tensed up due to the hours of sitting in front of the com doing homework.
take ytd for instance,i was at the com from 12noon to at least 11pm doing homework la.
homework that i've been putting off for ages becos they pile even faster than i can grow.
i think at the rate i'm gg i'm gonna have brain malfunction pls.
so many tests & presentations,so little time.
stupid ae&e pract this week than got ae&e quiz next week
2 reports due in the next 2 weeks + ap chem quiz coming up.
i dun even have enough time to sleep let alone go out la.
i haven't gone out with marce for 3 days straight liao :(
i mean,yes i see him in sch. but when i'm free,i'm always doing some undone assignment.
and my poor marce just sits there and acc me.
poor baby :( -pat pat.
then he's also feeling damn stressed out now.
gahhh everyone's stressed la.
and i shall go bed now.
seeing pltnmates on wed for dinner(?) and cadets night.
sorry sam abt snapping abt not wanting to inform the rest about dinner la.
i'm like bloody caught up in this hellhole called poly/studies and u guys are after all having hols.
plus,i'm always the one sms-ing ppl.
u noe how annoying it is to have my smses reduced by 26 more than once and not even half of you guys even bother to msg back (ahem ahem rachel chiang)
then still got chalet to plan leh.
and mistersex gathering for kiku and nut's belated?
:(
i'm a stressed out girl.
somebody save me haix.
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Short Hair

i did the unpredictable.
i went to cut my hair,my glorious mane is now gone :(
haha,actually it's more like i cldn't stand the curling and messiness so i went to cut it impromptu on friday.
and it turned out to be a bob hair style :(
btw,quan yifeng's husband cut my hair.
i was kinda skeptical at first cos he totally reeked of smoke and the way he cut was pathetic.
but after that it was quite alright la.
but my bf din like it :(
he say too short. sadded.
but nvm,i think it's fine.
and then i went home and looked thru old pics only to find out that my current hairstyle,the new one of cos,is the thinner version of the one i had b4 i started poly.
major heartbreak :(
nevertheless i've been damn guai over the weekend.
i exercised(OMG OMG!),did my hw(at least 75% of it la) and not spend money(at least not mine la) considering that i had only $2 to my name in my wallet.
anw i was reading about the upcoming movies.
omg i am gonna be darn broke la.
so many nice movies,so little money :(
and i'm gg bangkok on the 16th.
which means... even lesser money :(
but smth to look forward to!
next wed cadets night.
hopefully delta05's up for supper or dinner.
HAHAHA and constance better not ask me to buy food.
ask huey or smth :/
why always me? LOL
gahhh shall do more hw.
tmr no prac = more sleep~
wheeeeeeeeeeeee
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Channing Tatum

if you have absolutely no idea who my title refers to,where have you been all these while?!
went to watch step up today.
hot hot hot hot hot!
but i was half falling asleep la.
somehow channing appeared to be hot stuff for 5 mins and in another scene he looks so... plain.
besides,i like him with hair on his head pls.
with a shaven head,he reminds me of chad michael murray.
not that it's a bad thing but everytime i think about chad michael murray,i think about zel :/




nevertheless,these couple of days have been bad.
well,i slept only less than 4 hours on tuesday night considering that i was ironing out certain issues with marce.
that aside,had bloody CPPA test on wed.
we were like so openly asking each other for formulas and what not la.
wth,the teacher really blind sia.
anw i got pretty pissed last night la.
having had less than 4 hours of sleep the night b4,naturally i was grumpy.
and there was the whole ae&e pract thing to settle.
wanted to nap at 7-ish but everyone kept bombarding me with smses.
after entertaining some of them i just shut my mind and went to sleep.
....until 12.45am where my mum shook me asking me "you dun want to eat dinner arh!?"
like wtf rite?! u want to wake me up oso earlier rite?
if not just let me sleep mans.
so i ate dinner/supper then went back to bed at 3am.
today bloody suay la.
dropped my left contacts on the bathroom floor.
in the end opened a new pack. wth :/
gahhhh gotta shower.
feeling tired now.
toodles ppl.
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ANGRY PAU

i am like so pissed nowadays.
take for instance sunday.
went for some dumb baby show at serangoon north cc.
was like returning to my old house liddat.
only i didn't noe the location of the cc -.-"
yeah slept like 4 hours the night b4 trying to fix my com up.
end up i woke up at 6am just to get there by 8.30am.
$&@*(&#^$&*#^$&*@^#*_&$*(_&#*(&#)
such a waste of my time la.
kaiyun,kexuan and i stoned there cos got no other jobs for us liao.
wtf la.
then i was really sleepy and grumpy so half the day i was badmooding.
went thomson for prata with the guys after that with me being the only girl as usual =X
raced home to nap after that cos my eyes were already half closed and i was mumbling my words liao.
so totally not thinking straight by that time.
napped till 7.30pm then sleep at 11 cos next day 8am class.
turns out we didn't even have fucking practical la.
was so darn pissed cos not coming for pract means i can sleep for at least another good 4 hours of sleep which is so bloody precious to me considering my eyebags.
ended up stoning in sch from 8 till 1pm for CRS.
then had lessons till 5pm la.
meet my mummy for late lunch/early dinner.
went home to upload songs into my ipod.
plugged in my hard disk and voila!
I FOUND MP3S IN MY HARD DISK!!!!!!!!
imagine my joy when i found my precious precious mp3s ableit not the latest cos i din update it since the last time i reformat my com.
but it wasn't really that long since i reformat my com and it died on me.
nevertheless,my stupid com still carn read chinese characters and korean.
it comes out as SQUARES :/
somebody help me :(
but at least its speed is like lightning mans :D
now in sch blogging at T4.
the guys doing MIP presentation.
was supposed to study but i decided to blog la.
HAHAHAHAH XD
had LCH just now.
hate him more and more each lesson.
but i need to pass that module so i listened to him erm.. abit la LOL
he sucks la.
wait till student feedback comes around.
HEHEHEHEHEEHEH. i gave ong 1 or 2 for everything.
shouldn't be a prob for LCH :D
ok,time to hit the books if i wanna pass tmr.
toodles.
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Stupid Computer

my com dieded on me on monday.
pls mourn its death by observing 1 min of silence.





ok,now it's time to turn on the swear words.
OMFG i hate that stupid computer!!
it so died on me on the worst time ever: e-learning week.
yeah,was like trying to uninstall office cos mine's trial only.
and then it hanged.
for like a gazillion years.
doing wat every normal person would do,i switched off the main switch and turned it on again.
twas the last i saw of my fahreneheit chen yiru wallpaper.
yeah cos after that every time i switched it on,it was nothing but a piece of darkness.
stupid of piece of shit.
i was so traumatised i went to bed immediately PMS-ing on the phone with marce.
sorry baby (: ^^
called HP the next day. stupid company which produces stupid computers quoted me such an exorbitant price i almost fainted.
i gave up and went to sch to complete e-learning alone.
went queensway shopping ctr with marce and trevor after that.
the bf bought this $110 adidas boots while trevor bought the 06/07 liverpool home kit.
I WAS SO JEALOUS. grrrrrrrr. (erm,referring to the jersey,not the boots. i carn play soccer for nuts)
nevertheless,i was brole already for the week. on bloody tuesday.
went PS with the guys after that to collect trevor's phone.
turns out it was so badly corroded.
omg that was damn funny la (sorry trevor :D)
saw mr tan kok chee at PS too. haha. (IN CASE HE READS THIS TOO)
lemme see,wed went to sH place to swim.
haha,we both damn no stamina la.
2 laps alr want to die liao.
then wanted to tan but the mr sun was hiding from me.
apparantly this has been the worst week of my life so far.
swam for abt 45 mins then come up le.
went to k after that.
i kept persuading sH to go join the milk mv audition la.
but she dun wanna go :(
even after i gave her 10 reasons why she should go. (and she was alr half convinced!!)
went to sim lim to erh,ask how much it was to back-up my com.
watched flushed away at cine?
qt nice la. go watch.
i love cartoons!! (:
ytd was a bad day mans.
as i've mentioned,this has been the worst week of my life so far.
my dad saw me and marce at somerset mrt(cue frightening sound)
yeah was kinda scared to come home after that.
turns out he din even mention it.
my aunt says he's in shock. oh wells -shrugs.
went to sim lim to fix my com today.
stupid piece of shit la.
dun talk abt it,bloody angry now.
wasted $120.
why carn my dad be bill gates or my mum be madonna or some filthy rich tycoon?!
boo hoo hoo :(
anw i'm on a diet now.
found out i gained 2kg -wails.
pls let me grow taller and weigh lesser
:(
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New York New York

e-learning week is here~~~ (:
yes,finally! :D
thursday and friday was horrible to survive but i did.
woke up like 10-ish ytd cos marce just finished his soccer match with SB.
took my own little sweet time to shower and get ready till he fell asleep in my room la.
hehe, sorry XD
went bedok with him for lunch cos we were saving up for the big dinner at new york new york later on.
bedok has such yummy stuff la! shall go back more often.
the food there was so glorious i was half drooling just walking past them.
had this really famous char siew wanton noodles.
really delish! go eat. haha.
returned to marce's hse cos i wanted to burn my dvds.
the stupid lau-pok computer of mine carn burn dvd even tho it has a dvd burner.
dun ask me why :S
nevertheless,i watched hannah montana there cos i simply cannot miss an episode of her!! so nice la.
i even watched her videos on youtube on fri.
thinking of getting her cd so if any kind soul is gg america do let me know :D
yeah so left his place then went to city hall.
met a bunch of his frens on the mrt,like 11 of them.
all guys and bloody gay la. LOL. oops? ^^
new york new york turned out to be fab!
i'd go there more often but it's really ex.
they had like free cotton candy if you dine there la.
see how kiddish this turtle is (:



and the cotton candy's green so it totally matches him.
HAHAHAHAAH (:
yeah the food there is really nice but damn big portion la.
we ordered a soup each and 1 main dish each but like after cotton candy and the soup i was like already half bloated.
then cos they had to take 30 mins to cook our stuff,they gave us complimentary fries.
i felt so bloody fat la by the time my spaghetti bolognese with meatballs came.
yeah then was camwhoring kinda lil there since it was our first time there.


food,glorious good food that was so sinfully fattening


eating his mushroom alfredo pasta with spring chicken. the chicken is bloody nice la. go try if you have the chance!


so shuai rite? ^^


us (:

yeah then forced him to go play arcade after that.
mwahahah evil me :D
went home after that while someone(ahem ahem) went to meet his bro and club and puke 3 times after that.
i simply went home,showered and hit my pillow liao.
dead to the world till my grandma with her loudspeaker voice woke me up at bloody 9.30am.
got irritated so i woke up to watch tv for awhile.
then got headache so i took panadol and went back to bed till 2pm.
i've had sufficient sleep today albeit still sleepy.
watched house of carters a lil and still totally turned off by aaron's pimpled filled face.
i carn imagine how i like him last time la. ugh.
nevertheless,have i mentioned my dad bought my bro a brand new drum set?
so bloody unfair.
he shld pay for guitar lessons for me again.
HAHAHAHA
ok,toodles ppl.
dinner beckons.
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Katong Laksa (:

wanted to blog ytd but somehow i got lazy.
again :D
nevertheless,here i am once again.
these days have been bad.
got back 2 tests alr :(
kinda upset with them la but considering that 1 test was hard and the other i simply didn't study hard enough la.
shit shit shit.
this sem's been sucky so far.
thank god next week e-learning week.
no sch for a week! (:
anw ytd went vivocity watch movie.
bought pods from candy empire!! YUMMY~~~~~~~
but darn ex :( burnt a hugh hole in my ever expanding pocket
watched d.o.a with marce.
bloody hot babes in that show. was turning in rachel chiang alr la just staring at them. HAHAH XD
the whole cinema was filled with hot-blooded young men who was literally drooling from the hot babes in the movie.
anw i liked jaime pressly the best cos damn hot la.



followed by holly valance cos she was damn seductive la.



see what i mean?
there was this scene where she was literally half naked or watever la.
then the whole cinema went like "wah.." damn funny la.
yeah but sarah carter and devon aoki was still damn hot too la.
just that i cldn't stand devon aoki's freckles.
evil me :D
yeah then today had MIP in the morning.
last min rush for GEMs presentation.
haix,dun wanna talk abt it.
but nevertheless,good job ppl (:
went for NEWater industrial visit.
bloody waste time but it was fun cos jc was the lecturer in charge.
so bloody funny la on the way to bedok.
yeah after that went to katong for katong laksa!
so yummy (:
thumbs up to the authentic one la.
tasted so much better than the copycat.
now i know why the authentic ones are so much better HAHAHA
yeah so sH tells me niunai has a new EP coming out.
=X omg he shld have just stayed with EG la wat's his prob.
he CARN sing but he still goes on to release an EP.
wth la. oh wells,will still buy it tho.
haha.
ok gotta finish MIP pract and hopefully cram in a lil of it for friday's test.
toodles ppl.
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