SWEAT'09 Huat Arh!

i'm back from sweat camp!
it's one big rock down from my burden and i'm just glad it's over (:
was sick for the entire 3 days of sweat camp due to the really bad sorethroat i had since the thursday before camp.
had the voice of half a man during Day 0 and 1 haha!
anw some pics from sweat! (koped from facebook lol cos i didn't bring my camera)


calvin and me during the mrt game. FREAKING PAINFUL OMG!

Day 2 we went to NCC HQ! yes deltas,i went back to our old 'home'!
NCC loaned us the premises and helped us conduct flying fox,high elements and painball.


some of the comm members outside the paintball area. now everything all upgrade alr!


at SAF Sembawang Yacht Club for wakeboarding & banana boat


juyin,lirong & me on the boat that was pulling the banana boat! haha we didn't bring extra clothes so cannot play the activities

Day 3 we went Sentosa! and all got sunburnt :(


i was reading my book under the shelter hahah cos my station over alr


Sports Comm 09/10


SWEAT! Camp 09


aar on the beach that all of us got sunburnt in >.<

yes we broke camp on the 23rd and i came home to get my books and go town to meet marce.
haven't seen him for a good 5 days before camp so yay! happy (:
went to far east and then we bought tix for princess & the frog!
bf claims the movie is freaking boring cos he fell asleep but i think it's qt alright tho.
met laura,eelin & belle for lunch on xmas eve.
walked ard town and it was freaking crowded! rarhs.
marce came over to my place on xmas eve and we were baking cookies (:


winnie the pooh & tigger cookies!


man in the kitchen haha

xmas was spent trying to recover from camp T.T
i suddenly had a blocked ear on xmas eve so i've spent today & ytd with muffled hearing.
bloody hell,i refused to go out today cos the ear was making me very uncomfortable.
anw i've spent the entire day watching youtube once more haha!
lirong is convinced i am nuts over youtube.
actually,i am la.
SUJU HWAITING!~ was watching SJM videos & i suddenly saw these videos!


so adorable! (:


in my next life, i want him to be my bf! >.<

ahhhhh oh i shall watch more videos.
cya!
and happy boxing day everyone (:

21st

pictures from my lousy shitass camera of ced + meryl's 21st!


their bday cake. cassy! it's the same as yours hahah


with alister,shujia,eelin,junda & ervin


just the girls hahaha

my eye wasn't that swollen but still,you can tell it's uber tiny la.
ytd went chat masala with marce,nicole & trevor!
WOHOO I LOVE CHAT MASALA!
why? they have the greatest naan and butter chicken ever!
altho we ate close to $16/pax it was still worth it.
best thing,it's just opp marce's house hahaha.
haagen daz chocolate fondue after that!
no pics because i was lazy!
nigel joined us after that and it was great (:
ck's hse to watch the arsenal vs liverpool match.
damn angry!! shall curse and swear at glen johnson for a week.
how can he score an own goal?! rarhhhhhhs.
anw i forced marce to sleep badly last night cos arsenal won.
hahaha evil,i know.
he was complaining today that i didn't leave him any space to sleep.
but wth man,i was just annoyed that the aircon was so freaking warm.
he went to play soccer while i came home and rotted the day away.
i feel as in i shld do smth constructive such as clean my room?
lol but instead i spent it on youtube (2 hrs) and watching animal planet (2 hrs) hahah!
i've found my new hobby again! animal planet rocks my socks pls.
just now i was watching this polar bear rescue,damn cute!
i just realised when animals are young,they are freaking adorable.
not so much when they grow older.
same goes for humans i guess :x
lirong & gang are in bintan for 3d2n of fun and laughter under the glittery sun while we spend the next 2 days testing out the camp programme.
rarhhhhhhhhhhhhs. i haven't done my proposal!~
oh wells,i shall shower & maybe attempt to sweep the floor or smth.
it is getting dusty in the room.
and that mountainful of clothes isn't helping at all.
my mum nags at me everyday but i just turn a blind eye on it.
oh wells.
i like being idle.

Dubu Love

just saw this new suju video on youtube!
it was shown ytd in korea omg freaking nice!
but but but,don't like fishy's hair at all :(
and hyukjae should do w/o the eyeliner.
it makes him look freakishly weird.
sinhui go see this! hahaha minnie's hair is bad!
hahaha yes another fruitful week where i've been out every single day w/o fail.
it's been so bad on my wallet and my health that i woke up with a swollen eye on friday.
yes,again :x
eye swelled for 2 days alr,now not so painful alr but still,a swollen eye.
haix,need more sleep! bf says all i do nowadays is go out then come home and sleep.
which is true.
i'm exhausted from all the things.
from mugging like crazy 3 weeks back,to sleeping even lesser during exam period and now vacation alr i cannot relax at all because i have more meetings and even more meetings!
at times i cannot help but want to lie in bed under my blanket and disappear from the world.
i think i need to take things very slow now.
my mind and body cannot take it.
too many late nights,plus my wallet is suffering! rarhs.
destitute alr still keep spending like crazy.
the income is so not equals to the output.
i'm facing an ultimate deficit alr!
but on the brighter side,i've met people i haven't met yet (:
like zihui,sinhui and ys on monday! lol we talked till close to 11pm!
but no pics haha. actually i brought my camera that day.
just that very lazy to take pics.
my camera quality has always been shit. 5MP only so i don't really like to take pics much nowadays.
anw ytd was cedrick & meryl's 21st.
met loads of mentoring people that i've never met for like wat... 2 yrs?
HAHAHAHA super long. oh the good ol days.
alrights,am gonna go out now and meet bf.
wait later he scold me for being late again hahaha.
leave you a cute cute pic of dubu (:

Fishy Love

hello! damn long since i've updated.
exams are over alr,for about 1 week!
yahoo! but i'm still tied down with all the committee work ):
shall not talk abt exams because it was depressing.
my December is filled with activities!
plus side,very happening.
down side,alot of money spent ):
considering that i'm destitute now hahaha,it's not exactly a very good thing :x
yup anw went to kitty lab a few weeks ago with marce!






twas qt crappy n a honest waste of $ but i didn't check things clearly so yeah,wasted my $ ):



anw this was a pic of my lecture notes for my open book exam.
hahahah so studious right? (:
dun really feel like updating now.
sleepy sleepy sleepy!
meetings once again tmr rarhs.
dun like this at all :x

Gee.

i'm a chem student and yet,i don't really know what does resonance really means.
HAHAH ok that was random but yeah,the downsides of being a poly student.
sucks to be me i know.
i'm supposed to be mugging like crap but no,all the assholtic profs just pile all the assignments to us last minute before the final years.
i cannot screw up my core mods anymore!
got back the math paper and it wasn't ideal altho i passed thanks to moderation.
still a bad grade but nevertheless i didn't fail :x
anyhow,watched the final episode of moonlight resonance with mum over mac delivery today.
i'm already planning out my vacation drama campouts in front of my com in my mind alr!
:D

This Is It.

i went to catch this movie today cos marce wanted to watch it.
FYI marce is a MJ fan,i'm not hahahah.
wasn't really expecting much since i didn't exactly see what's so interesting abt MJ.
as in,i do not understand how huge of a star he was until i watched it.
nope,not really touched to the max.
i just feel saddened (so many mths after his death) that we lost a great performer.
watched the entire movie,just bobbing my head to the familiar beats of Billie Jean,Beat It,Bad,Thriller to name a few.
and it just dawned upon me that i'll never be able to witness a concert of this magnitude ever.
because he's gone.
am i convert? perhaps.
i used to this he's just a kooky american popstar who did weird stuff like dangle babies off a balcony and had weird skin.
oh,and a supposed paedophile too.
but just by watching the rehearsals of his concert,made me realise what exactly are we missing out.
have you ever seen rehearsals look so darn good?!
i would say,just go and watch this man.
hahaha maybe u'll understand what i'm saying here (:
anw off to watch more webcasts.
i hate being stressed.
it makes me buy more stuff online x(

Halloween!

Happy Halloween everyone! (:
many many things to update hahaha.
last saturday went to night safari with marce for the halloween special.
yes,just the 2 of us.
wanted to get nigel and rachelle to go with us but nigel enlisted alr.
so yeah we both act hero and went there.
hahaha but the queue was DAMN long!
luckily we met zhixiang and his group of friends who had a friend working at the night safari.
and we managed to get tix quickly and at staff price! :D :D
anw i'll let the pics do the talking.
it was relatively fun la altho qt ex at $35 entrance fee.
the normal one. we paid lesser than that hahahah!



halloween horrors by the night safari


to the night safari we went!


a screwed version of dracula lol. he tried to scare me!


rumpelstiltskin


tinman!


some character that kept stabbing her doll. damn scary!





this is fake but still damn scary! esp when it's red in colour.


in the rainforest trail


bridge of no return


she reminded me of kiku


while she reminded me of dawn lol!


entering neverland on the train ride


she was THIS close to me omg.


mutated snow white


cinderella. SHE PUT HER ARM ON ME. thankfully she wasn't scary.


freaky!


zhixiang and marce!


us in front of the giant pumpkin


marce and the stabbing girl


me and some of the night safari staff


marce and joker!

anw as you can see from the pics the actors were very real-like!
i was qt chicken before we went cos i was damn scared.
but i figured out a way to locate a 'ghost' before he attempted to scare us.
so it was that bad hahaha!
i just kept flashing my camera everywhere then they'll be exposed.
anw yup,shall go next yr! see if got improvement or not hahaha.
this year's one qt cool actually :D
anw anw i've been listening to super junior-m lately!





this is kyuhyun! DAMN CUTE AND DAMN GOOD VOICE RARHS.

abandon ahdi for him hahaha!
no la but still,he's darn good.
yes,found my motivation to learn korean liao!
lol anw today's shargen and bumblebee's combined BBQ.
hope nth goes wrong x.x

Hydrolysis totally rocks my world. Not.

i'm supposed to be doing a lab report now.
FORMAL report as well.
this sucks. every monday without fail i'd be stuck doing this shitass crap.
why can't i just for once work ahead of time?!
marce stayed over ytd cos my dad went overseas and i was alone at home.
wanted to do my 1131 tutorial for today but i got stuck at qn 1.
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DO NOT WATCH WEBCASTS DUE 2 WEEKS AGO!
rawrs. i'm having runny nose.
i have no idea why and plus,i had to camp in the toilet during tuition!
i swear it's the coffee bun they gave me cos that was the only thing i had within that hour.
so yes,with wobbly legs i went off to meet marce at the arcade to change his taiwan currency to SGD.
he's rich now,yes! NO NEED TO FEED HIM ANYMORE :D
hk cafe at bishan for dinner before i went home to start on my lab report.
half done alr,but no more motivation to continue lol.
i'm itching to take runny nose medication but that would knock me out cold for a good 10 hours.
considering that i have lab at 10am tmr and it's 12.14am i'd better not >.<
and resume sniffing tmr during lectures as well.
oh hahaha! bf is back as mentioned.
he forgot to buy my longchamp bag from HK airport la!
i'm very sad :(
cos he thought HKD50 was SGD50 and that i'd totally bite his head off if he made me pay that extra $50 for a bag.
but no,some idiot forgot to divide it by 5 so in actual fact,that was only SGD10 -.-"
oh well,it'd just have to wait anw.
am very broke! income is coming to an end soon and i feel the panic alr.
how exactly does one go back to the days where there was no income and one feels financially secured at the same time?
LOL,joke pls.
mum's asking for agnes b bag for her birthday.
i was staring at my bank acc and i stoned there for a few minutes.
dwindling amount,sigh.
oh wells,time to hit my stupid report once again.
cya.

I cannot drive in rainy weather!

ahhhh this is marce's latest iPod touch that he forced me to order for him online.
yes,he thought for damn long on wat to engrave.
IN THE END I CAME UP WITH BOTH LINES -.-"
i have a dumb bf lol.
well if it was my iPod i'd let the engraving be something really simple.
but it's not mine haha! i can play with it though heheh XD
so fun i will d/l all the apps to play wohoo! :D
just came back from a driving lesson.
it was raining like mad omg!
I WAS DAMN SCARED HAHAHAH.
lesson went uneventful.
was too tired cos the couple of days have been rushing reports + sleeping late.
gahhh. anw ytd's lab was freaking funny!
partnered fat again then i was washing up cos we were done for the day alr.
then i couldn't take the thing that you use to suck liquids out from the pipette cos fat has this bad habit of pushing it in all the way.
then me being a typical girl couldn't take it out so i gave it to fat to help me take out so i can wash the pipette.
THEN HE BROKE THE PIPETTE INTO MANY PIECES!
cos the thing was stuck and he used too much force lol.
anw the pipette broke and he cut his finger.
damn scary! then when we went to the TA to get bandages,they ran out of plaster -.-"
so when the TA came back he announced damn loudly
where's the BOY that cut his finger?
ROFLMAO imagine a 21 yr old being called BOY!
we were all laughing like crazy hahahaha.
alrights,am gonna head out to select grad pics + collect my contact lens + go tuition.
meeting paedo for dinner tonite.
i haven't watched my webcasts! F!

Colours of My Life

ok this picture is up because i feel quite inspired by the presentation during freshmen seminar last week.
yes,i still hate stats.
despite attending lectures for about 8 weeks,stats has once again returned to haunt me.
and here i thought taking stats for freshmen sem was just a past time.
general knowledge i would say.
who cares about the stupid chi square and linear regression?
but. i must emphasise the but.
walked into maths lecture today expecting to learn about matrices.
realised it was part of elearning and we were starting stats today.
had a good nap from 8am onwards! :D
the lecturer put me to sleep while talking about normal distribution.
ahhhhh i swear this is bad karma!
i feel horrified that i actually understand the statistic terms he used all thanks to freshmen sem.
because this just means i cannot smoke my way through freshmen sem every thursday :(
oh boo,double boo :(
am suppose to be working hard at my lab reports which are due tmr.
feeling qt tired and...... frumpy.
i feel guilty for playing during elearning.
so do not want a repeat of mid sems i swear!
I WILL MUG! doubly hard.
each time i plan to procrastinate,which is like 999/10 and no it's not a typo error. it's meant to place emphasis on how much i procrastinate,i will think of that disgusting bell curve.
and come up with 10 good reasons why i do not want to be at the lower percentile.
btw,finally,someone from the teaching staff has admitted that NUS adopts the bell curve system today!
alrighty,lab reports i will love you until 4.30am (cos that's when i'll complete you).
sobs,double sobs T.T

Elearning should be extended.

hahah long time no update!
mid sems are over altho no results out yet.
don't want them to come out too but still >.<
elearning week is over alr ):
BUT I LOVE ELEARNING! :D :D
because i don't have to go for shitass lectures at 8 freaking am.
altho there was CM1131 lab on tuesday. bloody tiring omg!
been playing these couple of days.
friday caught 500 days of summer with the chem people.
later sinhui and i went to partyworld wohoo! :D
ytd celebrated gambit sept babies birthdays at breeks.
hahaha loads of fun! pics on facebook.
i didn't even bring a camera cos we are such camwhores that we had 4 cameras last night.
AT LEAST. or was it 5? LOL.
anw monday's tmr.
damn screwedddddddddd.
SP comm meeting soon! headache XD
tmr got 2 tutorials not done yet lol.
and haven't watched any webcasts + 2 lab reports due.
i hate lab reports! they are the bane of my life.
assholtic profs rawrs!
had a feeling to blog today.
my last tuition with chris today.
bittersweet feelings.
i was qt sad on the train back home ):
at least i can still see weiwei for a mth cos i'm teaching her sister.
i gave her a farewell gift then she was so happy haha!
hence my bittersweet feeling. i really had great moments with her la.
when i learnt that stressing myself out just makes me more unhappy.
after i let go,i really began to enjoy my tuition sessions with them all.
haix. ok i shall bathe and burn midnight oil again.
jiayou pau!

Mid Sem Tests!

hello! long time no update again haha.
BUSY,busy,BBBBBUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSYYYYYYYYYY!!
cos mid sems are this coming week freak.
3 papers on mon,wed and fri.
and yes,due to the paper being a night paper,i cannot go and send xl off to warwick tmr!
argh,slothy! i'll miss you (:
take care in cold cold warwick and skype me more often k!
LOVE YOU LOADS :D
i fell sick on thursday.
fever and a raging headache that lasted 2 consecutive days from thursday to friday.
fever subsided tho on thursday night itself so not so bad.
but it just put a huge dent in my mugging schedule.
yes,blame me for not wanting to mug every weekend as the profs always tell us to.
i am so lagging behind in everything,F!
wanted to mug the entire day on thursday in sch with the guys but i woke up feeling really horrible yet went to sch cos my dad fetched me there.
end up i reached sci bus stop cldn't take it,wanted to vomit and all so i called the guys one by one cos NO ONE PICKED UP MY PHONE CALL until someone picked up and i told them i was going to see the doc.
and yes,huge scolding from everyone cos they say i'm too overworked.
not enough rest and imbalanced tuition.
i crammed tuition in 2 days for this week just so i can mug.
in the end it backfired. shit. haha.
bf went back to taiwan on tuesday and is happily enjoying life here while i'm also tempted to just quit sch and run off to taiwan now.
airfare's dirt cheap now pls! it's $387 for eva air to taiwan! to and fro!
it's even cheaper than bloody jetstar haha!
anyhow obv i cannot cos i have sch and all.
i dislike the fact that when poly students are having vacation time we're mugging like crazy.
the world is unfair. rarhs.
so yes,i nua-ed the entire days away both on thursday and friday by sleeping,relaxing and basically doing nothing.
felt so much better and yes even though i am supposed to be panicking right now due to my mid sems tmr,i tell myself i cannot.
why put undue stress on myself? sigh,if i can,i will make it.
if i can't,i'll just have to work harder for the finals then.
but god bless me that i will do well!
been doing some readings for sch these couple of days but later gonna start my full blast mugging for tmr's paper.
i'm just.. not prepared man.
but no,no more unnecessary stress pau! you cannot.
i do not want to crumble once again under the stress and fall sick again.
i will love myself more now so my loved ones will not worry anymore (:
cassy,i just bought a vest online hahaha! talk abt retail therapy man.
let's go shop soon! after i end all my tuition i must treat myself to a good relaxing day out.
earn so much but at the expense of unnecessary stress,not worth.
so i shall make it worth haha! oh wells,i shall go and shower now,read up on molecular orbitals and pray everything will make sense to me overnight.
wish me luck people.
cya at the end of the week.
or if i decide to procrastinate midweek or smth lol.

Can you please grow up now that you're 21?

i'm fine everyone! thanks for the concern <3
well,who isn't stressed out by uni?
i think poly students really find it very hard to fit into the education system.
honestly,poly should have covered more stuff but i'm not complaining.
i chose that path,so i should stick to my decisions.
even at the end of the day,jc students may understand the lecture more than me,i will just have to put in that extra bit of effort to study.
yet at the same time,i'd wish all the profs would cut us some slack.
more work piling up at each week.
people enjoy their weekends and yet i dread my weekends.
have to do tutorials that you have no inkling abt.
scratch your head like crazy but at the end of the day,i throw the towel in to give up.
it's that complex! i cannot find fault with the uni system because countless of people have undergone that route and emerged an honours student.
so why can't i do it?
we all struggle through 3 years of our lives in uni to get a degree.
but coming out into the society would it help?
isn't it just a stepping stone to tell the world that hey,i have the brains,hire me!
gahhhhh well,everyone has their own problems.
mine may be bigger or smaller but at the end of the day,i chose to go to uni instead of working/adv dip.
so i should just accept whatever comes because it's a whole package.
want the name and prestige attached to your degree? mug like hell.
forsake sleep,drown your body in large doses of coffee to keep yourself awake.
be prepared for people to backstab you any minute,anytime,anywhere.
i'm not saying that people ard me are like that.
but we just have to get prepared for it?
my uni life thus far has not been a bed of roses,but then again,it's only been week 6.
recess week is next week so time to mug mug mug!
gonna end tuition in 3 weeks as well!
HANG IN THERE PAULA! YOU CAN DO IT!
i had a relatively nice weekend even though i ended up with relatively little sleep.
went to the comex show at suntec on friday after sch with hussein,ervin,javin and marce at ard 7-ish.
next day went to get javin's present at comex along with my netbook before going to bukit gombak for his party!
PICTURES :D


marce and me (:


kaiqi and me! <3


with tyra,javin's cute little cousin


with the birthday boy himself who lives everyday to suan me >.<


chii yeh and me! PULLING HIS EARS IS DAMN FUN!


javin during the cake cutting

anw caught up with friends from scamp at the party albeit one or two only lol.
trained home before collapsing from exhaustion.
early morning driving lesson and i went to marce's house.
AND I FELL ASLEEP HAHA! right after our brunch that i bought at bedok interchange.
damn pig can lol.
attempted my tutorial and decided to give up lol!
was at parkway trying to catch 36 to town to meet cassy.
STUPID BUS TOOK SO LONG TO COME.
sbs has some serious issues. i absolutely abhor public transport.
anw i had a great time shopping with cassy! (:
we should do it more often ok. i'm uber stressed :(
went home a happy girl altho poorer by close to $100 but nevertheless,happy :D
monday another cycle once more.
sigh! went to mug in sch today but only managed to study 1 freaking chapter of cm1131.
that's how much my 1 chapter is. stupid stupid stupid.
why am i so stupid!? rarhs.
oh wells,tmr mugging again.
tuition tuition go away,come again another day pls :(
i.dread.sch.and.tuition.
ok,till later. bye.