我身騎白馬

i cannot sleep :(
have no idea why i can't do so.
so damn stressed up! many many things to do but they're not done.
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT.
when i get stressed up,i do stupid stuff like SPREE so now officially broke.
officially gonna sink into depression soon.
life's happening in a lot of ways now!
watched iron man with ervin,allen,afiq,junda,jackson and cedrick last wed.
movie was so-so,more of a guy thing so girls pls save $ and go watch a chickflick or smth.
sarpino's at le meridien after that for dinner :D
damn nice to catch up with the whole lot of them.
soon they'll all be bald with no hair and i shall miss how they spend ages in the toilet doing their hair.
i told panda that he must call me when he goes to shave off his hair.
shall make a full documentary on it hahaha :D
kept making fun of him and alister the whole night,bloody funny!
oh wells (: meet up more ppl~
thursday mass outdoor games trial!
sat damn long at esplanade with eelin.
DAMN BORING I TELL YOU. shall bring iPod on the actual day.
friday prep camp!
grumpy pau!
everyone kept laughing at my 'costume' :(
ahhhhhh oh wells.
went home sat morning cos mum told me to go and get smth for bro but i slept till 5pm then she just went out herself.
i slacked the rest of the day at amk hub and youtube.
MORE YOUTUBE.
youtube's my sanctuary btw.
it frees me from all that i need not worry about.
life.
school.
FYP.
worries.
everything.
extremely irritable lately.
i feel like strangling my tuition kid everytime i see her.
have no idea how long this can go on for.
need the cash,must persevere! ROARS.
it's not as if i can go out and get a job,what with FYP and all.
tmr last day of tuition for the week,jiayou pau!
blood pressure pls stay extremely low and pray i don't burst a blood vessel or anything soon.
met the FYP supervisor from the company today.
HEADACHE.
in a sense of the project.
hope we can do it.
JIAYOU EELIN AND YIMEI!
i'm gonna stay positive abt everything for now.
time,pls come back to me.
sorry if this sounds all ramblish to you guys.
it's the hormones!

all i wish for is to lead a simple life.
where i lay idly in a relaxed place,with no worries at all.
but this will all be nothing but a far off dream.
june,come quick.
i need my escape away from life - taiwan.