圣堂之门

这是一个让人沉沦的纪元
灰色谎言冷漠了整个世界
收拾心情我向下一站旅行
为了你找寻能重生的寓言
天使断了翅膀微笑着
美丽的牺牲
带着伤痕背负着人们
穿越圣堂之门
看到你那空洞的眼神
还想逃开害怕承认
你转身
天上的风吹散了云的伤痕
我才开始慢慢的学会平衡
爱的过程伤透了我的灵魂
你就这样离开让我很心疼
我学会平衡
永远不再心疼

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love this song mans. haha (:
i love my ah qin la! wish ahdi wld dan fei soon so i can just hear him all day long >.<
oh oh,dunno if he'll see this but HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASTLEY! (:
nevertheless,damn tired now!
slept at 5am then like i had to pang seh aaron today.
sorry yeah. didn't mean to :(
anw alot of things have come to surface after this whole fiasco.
all i can say is disappointment and even more disappointment.
but oh wells,we move on and get back on our feet becos this is the harsh reality of life.
oh yeah went for tang yuan ytd :D
stupid zhuming say not nice leh. idiot. haha.
it's nice ok! and we walked to bugis after that to eat even more food.
damn fattening la!~ then like walked ard at bugis b4 gg to vivo to watch blades of glory.
then like cos we were watching the 9.30 movie,after dinner we went to the rooftop there to slack first.
saw many many stars then like got qt emo cos it reminded me of my shooting star.
i dunno how is he doing now,hope he's all right.
that's all i can pray.
as much as i'd like him to be by my side,i understand that it's impossible.
haix then like was thinking abt that issue la.
cos saw el and yw wearing the jersey,then i wonder will i ever wear mine again?
becos to me,i dun feel part of the comm anymore.
like rejected goods,leftover goods like that.
somehow that sense of belonging is gone.
sure i still have my friends and everything but it wun be the same anymore.
dunno la,just very angry and hurt about this whole stupid thing la.
sometimes i wonder if i'd be better off going back to be my old self again,clamming up and keeping everything to myself.
what people say is really contradictory.
do this i oso kena blamed,dun do this oso kena blamed.
i honestly dunno wat to do no more.
did they ever considered how we'd feel at all?
the rejected sub comm ppl.
it hurts me even more becos i see through all their lies/cover-ups and like it makes me wonder why is the world like that.
just utterly disgusted by it la.
haix shall not dwell on it further.
oh yah blades of glory is bloody funny i tell you!!
go watch can :D
the 8 of us laugh until peng pls in the cinema.
then came home damn late and mum was complaining.
shall go and get ready now la.
got work later.
my elearning still left POPRI lehhhh.
think weiteng gonna kill me cos we suppose to swop answers or smth.
cham cham cham and chinliat/sinhui!!
send me GEMS! if not i die horribly can.
haha ok cya ppl.
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