Broke

i am so so so broke.
and uh,sorry for not updating for ages.
it's not my fault i've been thoroughly exhausted by the horrible singapore education system.
actually it's just stupid SP but wth. want to blame one might as well blame all ba.
anw shall pick up from last weekend.
ermmmmmm monday went vivocity with marce,trevor and nicole to watch singapore dreaming. dunno,got free tix so just tag along.
thanks again trevor's cousin HAHA XD
tuesday hari raya went to kbox in the morning with marce (:
then studied ap chem at starbucks.
next day had ap chem test. omfg,i almost dieded.
i've never felt so dumb in my whole entire life lor.
chia sk is coming back with mole concept to haunt me pls.
was so tired after that then totally no mood to study ae&e.
thursday ae&e test. had wat,5 hr break till the test?
so went jas house to "study".
wat was meant to be earnest studying turned out to be a chit-chat session and playing with treadmill for me.
erm,anw the test results came out on friday.
passed by 1 mark :(
i'm so dejected la.
so many careless mistakes!!! :( :( :(
nevertheless,shall aspire to work harder for this sem even tho i noe my ap chem results ain't gonna be any better.
cannot blame that on anything unlike ae&e which is physics and i have absolutely no phy background.
but still... HAIX
then ytd went S.H.E signing with sH.
wah bloody long then bloody tired.
had pepper lunch after that with her for late dinner.
totally no appetite to eat lor me.
came home and wanted to lie on the bed to wait for computer to restart and the next thing i knew when i woke up it was 7.28am -.-"
spent the entire day with marce at my house.
he was doing cppa pract and dota-ing while i clean the room and wat not.
at least i accomplised something today! :D
but it still leaves me with a chunk of hw left undone.
` CPPA pract qns
` MIP pract
` AP Chem tutorial + further qns
` CRS
` GEMS presentation
and the list goes on...
so i shall stop being procrastinative and go do work now.
toodles ppl.
till my next update we meet.

Lonely Weekend

haix been staying home since ytd.
bloody hell,nowhere to go oso since marce ytd evening not free and today i evening not free :(
i miss him. haha XD
anw shall start from where i stopped then.
erh lemme see thursday was... relatively fun i suppose.
liang chen-hua actually tried to make jokes? like wth. gross.
then had MIP practical.
was totally camwhoring there with the girls


kaiyun,yimei,kexuan,liling and me!


jas and me


hahah me taller than yimei! (:

yeah than went to search for hollywood tape after that with marce.
had fried mars bar and cheesy curry chicken at raffles city YUM!(:
then friday was a drag cos i seriously have no inkling wtf ae&e is abt.
i'm beginning to seriously regret not taking physics man.
then went to meet matilda after ae&e lecture for lunch.
ponned CD for the stupid dinner la.
haha,end up meli & co. oso pon.
went to do my hair at lucky plaza.
totally felt damn weird gg home with such bombastic hair la.
everyone was staring at me pls :(
wedding was horrible pls.
i got stuck sitting next to some beng-ish guy who picked his teeth beside me.
LIKE WTF PLS. and i was like darn bored i resorted to sms-ing the whole entire time.
my ears were subjected to some lao auntie screeching her voice off in this fake falsetto hokkien voice that got me bloody irritated with everything.
was glaring at my mum the whole time who insisted that i come for making me endure such noise pollution and mental torture.
nevertheless,i was seriously pissed cos i hate such wedding dinners where all your relatives whom you haven't met in a gazillion years turns up and say really embarassing stuff.
wah,so pretty,like young girl alr.
wtf like duh rite? ppl grow you noe old aunties.
you'll be the next few ones getting married.
hello go eat shit la. i'm only 17 not 71. get it rite man.
oh wells. have some pics up tho.






i escaped to the toilet of the restaurant which FYI was at mt faber to admire the bloody toilet cos i was bored.

gahhh dun feel like blogging anymore.
still got CRS and ap chem left to do.
homework homework homework.
life really sucks.
and kikuuuuuuu cheer up kk ^^
things will turn out fine la.
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Hollywood Tape

omfg i shld be so doing tutorial or at least done with showering now.
but i'm simply too exhausted to move my lazy ass off this chair and into the shower.
anw today has been another tiring day for me.
lemme see,morning impromptu breakfast with marce HAHAHAH XD
bought mr. bean for him for breakfast on impulse cos i was also hungry :P
he better be touched. i'm utterly broke now.
MIP was.. as usual.
lunched at fc 1. totally no mood today la.
so so so dead. period drains me of energy pls.
GEMs after that. as much as the lecturer was trying to be interesting(which for once he is one) i was half closing my eyes alr.
i carn imagine how i'll survive with such a sucky timetable for the rest of the semester.
I WILL DIE! give me Os all over again.
at least i get to sleep -.-"
nevertheless,the projects are piling up as usual.
reports,presentations,tests!!!
argh next wed AP chem liao.
has it even been close to 5 weeks of sucky sch alr!?
then after GEMs do work and play com awhile while waiting for marce to finish his soccer match.
see,i'm such a good gf rite? ^^
went for dinner after that with him even tho i wasn't really hungry la.
was just darn bloody tired.
i aim to finish all the stupid assignments by saturday so i can rest on sunday.
but i think it'll all be blank talking only la.
oh wells,just bloody tired.
stupid uncle wedding dinner on friday.
of all days friday. dunno how to choose weekend arh.
am gonna have to pon CD on friday just to get ready la.
it's making me so bloody stressed up.
i feel like it's grad nite all over again.
stupid la. it's not even my wedding or watever!
carn pon the bloody thing cos my mum will simply say this
"if you dun go,when you get married,they wun come too."
-.-" bloody pissed la.
anw ppl TAG leh.
it's so bloody dead.
or does no one even read my blog!? GASP
oh wells. toodles.
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Tiring Day

bloody tiring day pls today.
stupid liang chen-hua is such an ass pls.
thot communication breakdown between us and him after wat jeffrey told us.
that f-er still so insistent that our reason was "unconvincing".
*$&@&)*(^@&*^#&*%^Q@(*&^$&*($^(&*Q#
and he happily showed the whole entire class incl 25 how he marked us as absent for last thursday's tutorial lesson right in front of us today.
watever la -roll eyes.
it's not as if i care.
1 lesson missed only wat.
he can go complain wat fuck i oso dun care la
i just noe that i was friggin' pissed when he simply refused to accept our explanation.
besides,why bother showing 25 that we ponned?
so dumb la. seriously,he pisses me off alot.
i hate him even more than penny+kwan+dtang.
i thot penny was bad but he is worse.
i'd give anything for penny to be there to box him up down.
penny wld win hands down. HAHAHAHAHAAH XD
nevertheless,i'm just bloody tired la.
shan't blog further.
feel like dropping onto my bed now and sleep.
toodles.
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Movie Marathon

haha today so bloody slack la.
CD got cancelled so we had no lessons today! (:
met marce at cine to eat at estellar77.
yummy chicken noodle & happy soda (:
went to watch stay alive just now.
BLOODY SCARY LA LOL
but got some kc girls ruined the moment by SCREAMING and i mean literally at every single scene.
spent half the time feeling irritated and the other half hiding behind my jacket which marce stole cos he was cold -.-"
yeah chilled ard town after that b4 he went for the BBQ that his frens did for me which i didn't turn up for?
yeah,then i went to meet sH to watch you,me and dupree.
bloody hilarious show la.
go watch ^^
anw,even tho the tix to the movies i watched today were free,i still spent alot of money :(
so upset with myself la.
wanted to spend only $6 from the $16 i brought out.
end up left $2 only :/
ok,maybe i shld just get my mum to buy me dinner or smth next time to save on food money MWAHAHAHAHAHA
yah so that pretty much sums up my day
wished i cld have gone for BBQ cos i'm in a siao char bo mode so i'll be super high a.k.a friendly.
yeah but he told me to go ahead and watch the movie with sH instead,insisting that the BBQ will only have abt 10 ppl so nothing much only EVEN THO I INSISTED ON GOING!!
guys,they are just so hard to fathom -roll eyes.
end up 30 over ppl showed up all asking for me -.-
anw got my period today.
feeling bloody grouchy abt that cos who likes having their period mans!?
yeah gonna stay in tmr to finish up all my assignments b4 more of them come in next week.
have a feeling next week's gonna be real bad.
yupp,with all the bloody teachers all having make up and wat not.
-wails.
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Part Dinner @ Fish & Co.

part dinner was fab! :D
albeit there were only 17 of us,but it was fun nonetheless.
bitching and telling each other really stupid stuff.
found out from foxy and kiku that juju has a friendster acc.
OMG so bloody funny la!! i laughed my ass off pls.
yeah twas really nostalgic.
zel is thinking of doing dirty olympics 2 during nov camp.
dunno if the part Cs will agree or not -shrugs.
anyways today was a fab day for me.
whole class ponned liang chen hua's tutorial.
soooooooooo slept in till 9 plus liddat.
damn bloody good sleep pls!
it was so badly needed.
and of cos chen hua got pissed.
he tried calling ppl but no one picked up.
haha,lucky he din call me.
or else i'll make my mother pick up and impersonate me or smth.
HOHO :D but nevertheless,think we'll get a huge scolding from him or smth.
and honestly,i dun really care.
cos he's just a whole load of rubbish himself.
i mean like he's a PhD for god's sake!
he carn even noe that we ponned cos we simply didn't want to go down for 1 hr of lesson?! wth la.
i mean it doesn't need a PhD to understand that pls.
heck,even pri sch kids noe lor. tskk.
yeah,so this week's pretty much screwed?
timetable is so f-ed up la.
monday got 5 hr break.
tuesday-wed normal la.
thursday 1 bloody hour only!?
fri which is tmr lesson only at 3pm.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
i'm so pissed with SP la.
tmr lessons from 8am-12pm all cancelled.
haix.
that just means more make-up.
this totally sucks.
on the other hand let's talk abt how i sat there for 3 hrs watching marce play soccer on wed after gems.
was kinda bored really but supporting my bf so it's ok (:
then he keeps saying that i din see him cos i din see him score his 1st goal.
but i saw his subsequent ones plus all his assists.
haha but my poor baby was so tired after that.
then he had headache and a slight twitch in his hamstring.
so poor thing :(
forced him to go home straight after that but he kept insisting on sending me home.
i feel so loved (:
yeah feel so mean.
this whole week hardly spend much time with him.
him having EP on monday then tuesday i went out with kiku shopping at bugis street.
only spent time with him ytd after his match then today never meet oso.
thank god for webcam and telephones.
talked to him for literally the whole day haha.
haha feel so mean for not gg for his BBQ thingy tmr cos gg to watch you me and dupree with sH.
but nvm la,i'll make it up to you :D
at least i wasn't dreading it or smth.
that's always a good start *GRINS*
anw supposed to do some work today.
ended up slacking again once more.
oh wells,shall make gd use of the weekend to catch up on ALOT of undone hw.
-.

Sleepy Sleepy!!

my god i woke up this morning feeling like i've never slept at all.
actually kinda true considering i only had 5 hrs++ of shut eye.
that,and my stupid aircon died-ed on me ytd.
nevertheless got to sch early today only to find the lab not even open :/
and mosquitoes attacking us in the lab.
ugh,it's a wonder everyone got dengue pls.
stoned for the next 5 hrs cos CRS is cancelled for the next 2 weeks.
went moberly to watch vcds once again.
din play pool tho. no mood la.
sleepy and grumpy,you know me.
plus,yimei was sleeping at home happily and i felt so lonely.
HAHAHAHA XD
anw,just found out got part dinner this thursday at breeks! (:
but i'm broke!! :(
nvm,i shall go con my mother into giving me extra cash for that dinner.
it's a do or die thing cos i really miss my delta dearies.
i will go no matter wat mans.
and considering that they all end promos alr,it's gd (:
i think i shld go start a crescentian club in SP pls.
i'm getting all nostalgic abt crescent once more haha.
anddddddd. friday gg BBQ with marce.
actually was kinda freaked out la.
but i dun care alr.
maybe cos i'm still in lack of sufficient sleep all the time that nothing makes much sense anymore.
oh wells,i'm having a optimistic view abt this.
erh but if i call anyone on friday pick up ok!!
esp the cousin,kiku and sH LOL
i could be desperately lonely or anything haha
anw shall go catch up on undone assignments.
i swear i'm gonna go nuts with the lack of sleep.
and i attribute that to the early starts,freaking long breaks in between and ending lessons bloody late.
yeah,that and that all lecturers are driving me nuts.
only today did i finally have a normal lab session with mrs choo.
that's how bad la.
and tmr got liang chen-hua that KNN.
he shld seriously go and see whether his lessons are convincing enuf.
cos thursday only got his lesson due to ae&e pract t'cher away.
then he din want to change it to another day simply becos "your reason is unconvincing".
&$@#(*%&@)*(^@)&*&)(%$&%@_(*Q^$)&*Q^$(&**&*(&$)
class gonna boycott tmr.
no way am i gg to sch for 1 bloody hr of sch in my grumpy,lack of sleep state for a lesson that is like kindergarden class la.
THAT TWIT TEACHES US HOW TO COUNT AND ADD THINGS UP.
it's that bad.
gah,just thinking abt his 2-hr lesson makes my blood boil.
SP shld get rid of such incompetent lecturers pls.
it's a wonder we all pass the modules.
pfffft
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Routinal Life

haha,another long break huh?
just lazy la LOL
and considering i fell sick on wed.
now on some nose spray thingy for 2 weeks. wth.
the liquid goes down the wrong tube all the time mans!
hahaha XD so gems was fun on wed.
I FOUND A CRESCENTIAN THERE! (:
1 yr older than us,exco councillor some more.
yes,was bitching abt teachers with her. and erh,ppl as well?
LOL that's the crescentian spirit mans.
yeah then thursday was plain dumb cos 3 hr break again -.-"
i swear all these 3 hr breaks are killing me man.
makes me bloody sleepy for the following lesson and makes me go home later.
just my luck to get some lousy timetable.
thank goodness for moberly where we always go now to watch dvds and play pool.
or else we sure die of the stink in the library pls.
OH and i went library on thursday!
as in orchard NLB to borrow recipe books.
suddenly got the thing to cook/bake la.
then friday was... dumb.
stupid chalacter development.
the teacher pronounces 'sacrifice' as 'sacrisite'.
and when we mock him he just simply continues that way.
bloody idiot. and ae&e was hell mans.
that fella thinks the whole class took physics so poor me had to catch up on watever other ppl knew 2 yrs ago while i struggled blatantly over a f-ing easy physics qn.
like go and die la.
i've a good mind to go see him personally to give him a piece of my mind.
it's only fair that way anw.
din understand no shit thruout the 3 hours.
was like a lost puppy all the way :(
hate it. ughhh.
anw spent sat cooking pasta.
hohoho,i din poison my bro and marce tho.
it tasted exactly like the bloody guy's from SDP.
rubber and wat not LOL
then slacked at home watching cartoons and mtv.
i still love my super sweet 16 mans.
bloody bitchfits and everything.
makes me wish i was born rich.
but then again i'd have to deal with a pervo dad(at least he looks like one) and a bitchy mom.
so.. -shrugs.
anw i shall go wash up and turn in early or smth.
bloody 8am lesson tmr.
:(
my life sucks.
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Sleepless night

normally u wun see me blogging at this hour when i have to wake up at 8am tmr which is f-ing insane.
talking to yimei online now cos she's the only one online at this time of the night only frm class.
even the bf is fast asleep alr and i dun have the heart to wake him up to hoax me back to sleep cos he looks so darn tired these days.
body clock haven't adjusted yet la. LOL
nevertheless i dunno what caused my insomnia.
slept at 11.30pm then suddenly awoken by my ipod which has been on blast mode on speaker in cold sweat.
the nose hasn't been breathable since 8pm just now and at the rate i'm using up the tissue paper i might as well cut down a tree pls :/
so here i am blogging at 2++ am with the looming fact that i'm supposed to be up in less than 6 hours and if i dun go back to bed now i'll be cranky and tired tmr.
no thanks to GEMS after sch tmr or else i'd have an extremely short day.
the ONLY short day in fact.
tskk SP for coming up with GEMS.
tskk the whole world for being so sucky when i feel sick.
tskk the bloody pract tmr or else tmr wld be PON day cos CPPA is a buncha bullshit.
speaking of which,my god,that liang chen-hua is really a bunch of bull la.
i thot tht by repeating once or twice to emphasise on a point wld suffice.
BUT NO,HE HAS TO DO IT EVEN MORE!!
"repeat more than 4 times to make the students confuse more!!muahahaha." (imagination state)
and worse thing is,the point was so f-ing obvious and he just HAD TO mess up all our thoughts by repeating the same point in another way.
wtf wtf wtf wtf.
to be honest my mind totally blanked out when he was teaching.
i swear i'm gonna flunk cppa at this rate.
tham was so gd and i only got a B,IMAGINE HIM.
omg. i better start praying real hard.
was in such a bad mood,stomach growling and everything that AP CHEM was such a dread.
at least it was tolerateble(??!!) in a sense jeffrey whey makes sense.
FYI,everytime i see him remind me of yonghui.
yes,he's like an older and male version of her la.
i feel like calling him yonghui everytime pls.
he'd look exactly like yh if he wore a skirt pls.
btw,delta o5,chalet booked alr.
28th dec-29th dec at downtown east pasir ris.
haixxx. tmr got GEMS.
bloody sian. feel like ponning but i dun wanna turn out a loner for the rest of the sem in GEMS so i better get my ass there tmr.
thursday is off for ponning cos got pract.
my dad wld kill to be in that lab pls.
i dun even dare tell him about all the eqipment we have in the polymer lab less he forces me into polymer option.
sooooo friday looks gd to pon.
esp that time slot between 3pm-5pm.
2nd week of sem only and i'm alr pissed off with half the lecturers.
bloody hell.
i want jc back :( and lam too pls.
but then again jeffrey ain't that bad oso la.
HAHA XD
carn say so for liang chen hua,lau hua huat and lim swee ling tho.
arhhhh all of them go eat shit la.
pffffffffffffft
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Monday Blues

ughhhh so tired.
having monday blues all the way.
firstly,i'm broke :(
secondly,i'm darn sleepy.
thirdly... I GOT HOMEWORK TO DO :( :(
okok,i'm gonna stop the whining.
today was a dreadful day.
8am pract lessons with mok tok cock.
"no good arh,no good."
then had 3 hr break once more cos pract ended early.
went fc 4 to eat mee pok tah.
HO HO,it was nice i suppose? -.-"
nevertheless saw hunky there but i still had the mood to stomach down my food.
went moberly again to play pool.
still sucked,i noe. HAHA but nvm la wth.
anw the day droned on with yoga teacher molesting stan and teaching us 2 more new moves.
then had jeffrey where my eyes were semi closing.
i just wanted to drop down and peng sia.
cannot mans.
tonite must sleep at 10 pls.
tmr 10am lesson with zhao cai mao but i still need my sleep pls.
ok,i shall go shower or smth.
OH YAH! i got my birks ytd :D :D
went to leehom with sH.
poor leehom so ke lian LOL.
kena bullied by security guard.
went to watch rob-b-hood with marce after that.
the baby's darn cute!!
maternal instincts almost kicking in alr.
and of cos daniel wu.
HOT.
even tho he acted as a gay la of cos. HAHAHAHAHA.
nevertheless it's a gd movie.
you guys shld go catch it or smth.
knowing kiku she'd get it from shenzhen or smth liddat la.
oh wells. toodles.
bloody tired.
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