Randomness

i'm seriously moodswinging la.
just ytd was darn emo,crying non-stop.
failure in maths,failure in relationships,failure in everything la.
i seriously do not understand my point of being on earth.
maybe it's the hormones that's making me so nonsensical.
maybe nothing good really happens to me.
feel like crying again.
dunno why.
i need him to understand how i feel,yet it seems as tho he doesn't care.
i need the emotional support from him.
i carn keep going to him to pour my feelings and yet there's not a single word of console from him.
i dunno la.
he doesn't seem to noe how i feel at all.
i'm just being in a really sorry self-pity mode.

i need him.
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