Emo Emo

marce is not coming back :(
i'm very devastated,really. my eyes haven't stopped tearing since just now.
he gotta go for NS soon.. and just ytd i was telling my relatives he'll be back in april!
i now have this huge thing against the fucking taiwan government ok.
shit like nobody's business. hope all of the faggots in parliament die asap.
i hate them for taking him away from me.
i really din expect this so fast la.. it's so sudden!
why the hell do they need him to do NS la?!
my mind is a blank now and the only thing i can see is my tears.
aiyah i dun want to blog alr.
it's so bloody unfair.
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Sushi Galore

the title says it all (:
went for SDP ytd at Kovan (wth wth wth) at an ungodly hour of 9am.
haha learnt how to make sushi rolls and it was fab! :D
lovey~ u come back i make for you okok? ^^
eelin and i were half stoning there cos we were both damn sleepy.
and that woman is psycho pls.
her backbone got prob dun see doc until that day.
haix. take care of yourself la woman.
so... ta-dah!
my masterpieces :D :D


haha i only noe how to make this size de. lolx -.-"

all the stuff to make a sushi roll.
like $@&)(* &_#)*()&#)^&!@^@(&*^)&*! so ex :(
but nevertheless,the place was great and the teacher was so much better than ahem ahem la.
at least the food we did turned out edible and nice.
i almost wanted to puke cos of the vinegar smell la. so did eelin.
went to grandma hse to sleep then went for BBQ comm meeting.
so pathetic!! 6 ppl only X(
then slept darn late ytd so today i was very stoned.
i'm gonna voice out here how i extremely dislike my current workplace.
firstly,the place is a god-damn office for god's sake! not some cybercafe la.
EVERYDAY,EVERYONE IS ON BLOODY MSN CHATTING 24/7.
to whom i'll never know but the fact that our in charge msns and checks out furniture online,outlook express and friendster is so not gonna make me work hard.
so we all started slacking by going on msn today.
yes and that woman makes us go to lunch in groups la.
FREAK.
when there's only 2 of us rite,she makes us go one by one.
like wtf rite? seriously,who in the right state of mind,at the age of 18-19 will go for lunch alone!?
it's friggin' pathetic. and even that witch goes in groups la.
and when we call everyone alr and say no more alr,she's like call again those not in one.
like wth?! not in = no answer = wasting my life.
i ended up sending emails and msn-ing online from 3pm onwards.
fuck la. i hate that wretched place.
or rather,i hate that wretched woman.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
*cracks knuckles* am so gonna quit pls.
f-ing stressed,f-ing tiring that i carn sleep well and have constant headaches and neckaches.
so what if the pay is gd? i'm extremely unhappy there.
thank god we're ending next wed.
i never,ever want to return there again.
becos if i do,i will die i tell you.
i'm like experiencing sheer exhaustion daily,no mood to even eat hence gastric pains plus she treats us like bloody dirt la.
she's shit pls.
ugh,and tmr i have to work.
i'm so gonna crumble under this immense pressure sooner or later.
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Happy Birthday Auntie Irene (:

happy day (:
spent time with the family today. bonding :D
went to the cathay to watch just follow law.
all i can say is 'ugh...' cos it's darn crude.
no really,imagine an angmoh watching it la,i doubt they'll understand.
and the ending sucks. BIG TIME.
i'm sorry to say but movies were created for a reason,to put fantasies and happily ever afters that will never happen in real life to be made 'true'.
anw enuf abt the movie la.
went to ichiban at ps with the family in tow,like 18 of us to eat.


that was my drink. qt cool eh? lolx.

my bro whom everyone says looks like adam chen with the same drink. it's ribena,sprite,peach syrup and vanilla ice cream btw (:

haha if i dun post his pic later my uncle will scold me. all those looking for potential bfs pls sign up here cos he's a good guy and most importantly,my cousin joshua (: (omg josh dun kill me)


the 2nd youngest with such a huge platter of food :/

b'day girl auntie irene with her cake. the dry ice surrounding it was meant to 'create atmosphere'. HAHAHAHA.

the 11 of us. ok,puffy eyed me. so not my day today :(

the 4 male sng cousins with the bday girl.

the girls :D

oh yah,i just suddenly remembered smth really stupid la.
laozharbo.blogspot.com
dun get the joke? go watch just follow law. bloody hell XD
anw i'm darn tired.
been having this HUGE headache since dunno when.
and rachel chiang,were u drunk just now!?
wth.
tmr sushi making class with eelin.
hope to take more pics (:
i'm beginning to get back into my 'photographer' mode.
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Long long update....

haha okok,my apologies for not blogging for so long...

well it's been ages since i've updated (last entry not counted cos that was impromptu..)

shall start off from where i last left off?

ok yeah,jump to the previous saturday k..

went for mentoring sub comm meeting at a qt ungodly hr..

sp was having the jae exercise then like i got mistaken for an o level student..

omg that was like DAMN bad..

went innova funfair with marce and his frens...

then stayed there for like less than an hr after talking to some old sec sch frens and other frens la...

went to j8 for show's signing. omg capitaland is so f-ing f-ed up la!

shall not even attempt to recall wat happened.

just that everyone was darn frustrated and wat not la..

on the other hand,i finally got my sinhuey autographed album from sembawang j8 (:

yeah then fast forward to monday?

started work at tg pagar office..

all i can say is,studying is seriously way better than working.

sure,there's no cash to earn. but imagine getting neck cramps for the rest of ur life while facing a com for 8 hrs straight :/

no joke,work sux,big time.

by the end of 4 hrs maisie and i were half dead.

i went home and knocked out immediately la..

so for the next 2 days was working with maisie,kaiyun,shiyun and zhijie.

by wed i was like a walking zombie from the lack of sleep and wat not.

and i was like whining to maisie that i wish the hols past faster in the office! haha.

anw i ponned work on wed (:

it was really a last min thing cos i only decided like 15 mins b4 i went to bed on tue.

cos marce was gg back taiwan on thursday and i really haven't been spending time with him cos he keeps gg out with his frens and i was working?

plus it's horrible not to have him in singapore for close to 2 mths.

i almost died the last time he went back la and that was only approx 1 mth only?

gahhhhhhhhhhhhh. but nvm la,at least he's home with his family (:

ok so i digress. vday woke up damn early to fake that i had food poisoning then went to his place to wait for his royal highness my bf to wake up.

haha,that pig i mean :P

then like went parkway to makan after that and take my flowers! :D

nice nice? ^^

erm then went to meet nick and eunice at tampines mall...

watched ghost rider and then we left to go suntec for our 5 course swensen's dinner! :D

the dinner qt cool la..

us at swensen's (:

nice drink. strawberry soda.. and that candle was totally...

salad bowl!! this is the starters. and i dun eat salad. so u noe whose stomach it ended up in.. haha..

main course was the baked rice (L) then the middle one was the seafood platter.

YUMMY! :D i grew fat that day.

dessert was ice cream cake. fattening!! argh. lolx.

that dinner was so sinful then marce kept nagging at me to finish everything cos the dinner was ex. lolx. cheapo! :P

went to watch once in a summer after that then he sent me home.

the movies we watched that day were... pathetic.

so totally not nice but i'm contented to spend time with him (:

then i started emo-ing after i got home.

haha,u wun understand till u have a bf/gf la. so,dun comment.
LOL! nevertheless,the next day i was like qt stone la.

after work went to watch seducing mr perfect with sH and her aunt.

nice movie!! ^^ go watch if u like american accented hot guys *coughkikucough* cos even tho it's a korean movie,u'll understand like 3/4 of it cos the male lead carn speak korean and only english.

hahahaha XD

friday supposed to makan makan with the BBQ comm from mentoring.

in the end cancelled. then that junda very cute leh.

he keep calling my phone asking for pl. LOL!

went to buy ingredients for the truffles.

came home to make like 2 batches of it? wth la. i almost died.

then like my evil mother dragged me out of bed at 7.30am the next day to finish them so she can bring to the grandmother.

like wth la. i was like &#*()@!&_!)&)*($^&)*!^&)^#!*(#&(* half the time la.

slacked at home with the bro then go grandma hse for reunion dinner.

erh this yr cny qt sucky la.

cannot celebrate=no angbao $$

so i purposely went to my mum's side to wait for ppl to come and bai nian and give me angbao.

mwahahha ~ so evil. but who cares la.

lolx jk la. then went to work at cine.

that justyn is soooooooo san ba!!!

haha,we gossip until forget to close counter lor. lolx.

then today go granduncle hse to makan makan and get more angbao.

hahaha XD went to work with sH.

so dumb la. we play game at the counter until we started shouting "bird bird" "niao come here" and "fish fish. more fish!" that kind la.

so funny la lolx. then i very stressed when got ppl sign up.

cos kenny kept looking then i was like "oh shit how sia. i forgot wat justyn said.am i suppose to rmb everything within less than 6 hrs from ytd?"

yeah but nevertheless,hopefully i'm getting the hang of it la.

at least tmr not working. tmr is family day (:

gahhhhhhhhh my neck is stiff la.

justyn if u're reading this,it's all ur fault.

next time dun grow so tall la.

either that or donate abit to sH and me pls. lolx.

anw,i just wanna say I MISS YOU MARCE :(

come back soon pls.

and blogger is pissing me off.

i wish i din switch to the new one.

firstly,my new entries only appear the next day.

secondly,my pics appear in an extremely weird manner despite me rearranging them.

gahhhhhhh. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

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Emo Kid

wahhhh i'm emo-ing la.
he's leaving tmr for close to 2 months!!
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he sent me home in a cab after the movie and i starting tearing.
SNIFF.
very tired.
shall blog tmr abt vday and the couple of days la.
alot of things happened.
now just let me talk to him awhile more.
i'm feeling loved :D
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WAHAHAHAH freedom :D

exams are over!!! woohoo~~~

okok,shall stop so those not done yet shall not complain.

WAHAHAHAHA XD

CPPA paper ytd,totally no mood to study liao lor.

holiday mood kicked in when the weekend arrived. lolx.

nevertheless,exams are bloody over and i'm officially out of yr 1! (:

went out with the girls in class to new york new york.

the guys all pang seh cos they insisted on having steamboat :/

had great fun cos we ate and ate and ate!

calories~~~~ =X eelin,time to go and jian fei. lolx.

oh yah,took smth really funny ytd in the library.

see what ppl do when the chairs in the library's too comfy :D

sleeping while studying...

toss here and toss there...

aiyah! kena tou-pai!

-feign sleeping.

-pulls cap lower and prays she stops taking pics to post on her blog.

ok la,he panics and studies again!

sleep again -.-"

went to colour and cut my hair today.

tom misses kiku :D

or so he says.. and he din even rmb her name -.-"

lolx anw love the new hair colour.. hate the cut tho..

before....

....ta-dah!after...

went shopping with the bf,cousins and cousin's bf after that.

was so totally zonked out la me and marce cos we woke up damn early today and slept late ytd.

so i was like in a 'pls get me a bed to sleep' mood instead of shopping.

but i saw some stuff la :D

today spent $140 on my hair alr so kinda heartpain to shop la.

AND I DUN HAVE A JOB!!! omg constance,ur mum need admin help or not?

lolx.. and friday Os results releasing..

good luck to those getting results aight? ^^

anw i'm like damn tired la.

tmr mother still forcing me to go to the bank at 9-bloody-am to change money and take free hongbaos for CNY.

so cheapo lor. and forsaking my sleep. tskkkkkk.

but what to do,she's my mother.

oh wells. nites :(

p/s: if you want PTN/ytd's pics pm me on msn. i'll send u. i lazy mass email la.

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Loyalty to Country

gahhh i carn find any pic on the Asean Football Cup la.
so pathetic. nevertheless,SINGAPORE WON!!!!
woohoo~~~~! haha,i'm so darn proud la.
but one thing's for sure,we(s'poreans) wun be getting that much of a bargain shopping in bangkok i suppose :/ LOL
all of them must be darn angry to lose so... HAHAHAHA XD
i noe the thais very loyal cos they wear yellow EVERY monday just to honour the King and i saw it while i was in bangkok that time.
the more hardcore ones wear yellow EVERYDAY. like so omg la.
anw i was kinda skeptical when Singapore got into the finals la.
i mean,all our atheletes are like so rojak la.
rojak as in from other countries one. how often do you find a true blue Singaporean in the sports industry right?
sometimes when like the SEA Games come around or the Commonwealth Games too,i carn be bothered to watch cos our country sometimes quite CMI la.
but ytd,i watched the last 5 min of the game and i was so excited la (for once).
and then they won! so i was like wow!
my only regret was not betting on that draw man.
haha,ok enough ramblings. i have no idea where this post is gg to oso X)
shall go pack and meet the bf.
well done Singapore team (:
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Woohoo! New template (:

ok so the old template was qt.. ugly not as beautiful as i thot it was.
so i went scouting again on blogskins (BLOODY BLOGSKIN POLITICS MAN. tsk.)
yeah soooooooooo many things have happened!
erm maybe not just that 2 papers down and 1 more to go (:
yeah MIP paper was so sucky pls.
2 graphs!? 2 bloody graphs that required me to actually draw lines through them and as usual they were as straight as siti's hair :/
and every detail i painstakingly memorised the day b4 while playing gameboy advance went down the drain cos the majority of the marks went to the graphs.
AND I DUNNO HOW TO FIND THE FREAKING YOUNG MODULUS LA.
so i happily pressed the calculator and ta-dah!there you have it. lolx.
nevertheless,my battery almost died ytd cos i woke up at 6am for the bf who claimed he wants to reach sch at 8am to study and turned up a good 40 mins late.
leaving me sitting there like some loner with the rotaract president and pixie shoe gf staring at me like i'm some siao char bo.
FYI,i never go for rotaract cos... i just don't la k.
came home to cook for 3 ppl, the bf,bro and myself instant noodles and i swear i'll never be so nice ever again cos they finished everything in less than 3 mins while i was starving and cooking my own share.
slacked from ytd till today and still haven't started studying CPPA.
gahhhhhhhhhhh oh i added a flickr badge :D
go see (:
anw i have a new crush! chris lai lok yi (:
he's a TVB actor who is damn cute!
love his smile so so nice :D
yeah noticed him acting in ten brothers which just ended its run on ch55 on friday.
totally shuai.
went Wikipedia (LOL!) to search for his profile then went to his official site and found out i've actually seen him b4 la.
in aqua heroes. just that i was too obsessed with edwin then but wth la.
if after exam i'm free i shall go and rewatch aqua heroes to look for him!! :D
now ch55 8pm show also got him.
i just found my new drama serial after ten brothers hohoho XD
i'm just a drama addict la.
time to brush up on my canto which can be said to be CMI.
i had a hard time trying to translate chris' canto name into hanyu pinyin.
shall considering buying ten brothers,always ready and heart of fencing vcd.
ok,time to attempt to clean my room which remains a mess after my bf threw sweet wrappers,money,food,newspaper everywhere in my room ytd.
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