Sunday, March 04, 2012

Why can't I be happy?

more updates on my ever so boring life hahaha.
damn no life ok,we take pics in lab! wtf ttm.
here's one of me and juyin, taken by alvin while alvin & i were drying our samples.
juyin's fumehood is beside the IR lamp fumehood so that's why we went to disturb her hahaha!




our crystals are our life and death


anw i've survived my 1st week after recess week! YES YES YES.
happy max cos i've survived 2 CAs despite studying only that week fml.
i need to stop doing last minute work. last sem syndrome really set in ok.
it doesn't help my dad keeps asking me if my CAP will improve this sem.
i shldn't have told him wat was my CAP OTL
me thinks he's disappointed with my CAP but *pats self* it's ok paula.
as long as you've done your best, it's ok, really. *hugs self*
watched my moon/sun episodes for the week on friday after tuition despite stoning in school.
it's really not funny cos i went to tuition the next day utterly stoned out of my mind.
then career fair at suntec was crap, what a waste of time.
i think i just went to suntec to have lunch with hidaya la O.O
plus came for awhile then juyin left and alvin came and go in a span of 15 mins lol.
not in a mood to do work at all.
if possible, tahan until last minute then die. LOL.
super bad habit but i'm perpetually tired as the bf always says.
it's true, i think i'm just not happy with where i am now in life.
nevertheless caught 'This Means War' on Saturday with bf & frens and it was pleasant :)
i don't understand hidaya's fascination with chris pine cos all i could stare at throughout the entire movie was reese witherspoon's wrinkles :(
have i really turned into a sad person that i have to look at other people's flaws to make myself feel better? FML seriously.
wokays and after that we went to Big Bad Wolf at Tanjong Katong after tabao-ing Lao Ban at Old Airport Road. food was alright in my opinion but everyone said it was not bad.















headed to CK's place where he wasn't there (he was at B2ST's concert) and watched the Liverpool vs Arsenal match and ate the tao huay!



i give it 5 stars! but i'd prob won't queue more than 30 mins for this la seriously hahahahaha. we queued for 15 minutes tho.
ahhhh then i think the week took a toll on me and i was promptly grumpy and angry,whereby i proceeded to have a huge argument with the bf as to why i never interact with his frens and just play scramble with frens all alone.
i feel like telling him i like to be forever alone but i think that'd really piss him off.
aiyah, i'm just tired.
i don't like to stay out late.
i don't like to play PS3 and games.
i didn't even know we were going to watch the match at all.
so naturally i got real grumpy at ard 12 midnight cos i was effing tired to the brain.
and otw home bf and i had that argument.
then i cried and i went home to sleep pronto.
woke up and pretended nothing happened at all.
i think bf felt guilty cos he came to fetch me at tuition the next day then we went to serangoon garden to buy me satay for lunch lol.
plus i went home to finally clear my study table area, put in new ink cartridges for my printer, watched 2 episodes of RM and had more than 6 hours of sleep.
BLISS :)
have BI3 test on wednesday + 2 tutorials which i totally dread.
i'm having mental nightmares abt TM altogether pls.
cos i missed like all the lectures last week and many other lectures earlier on in the sem so i'm like O.O X.X -.- .____. >.< everytime in lecture + tutorials.
well, i think i need to draw up a list of things to do after i graduate.
or is it too early? hmmmm.

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