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it's the middle of the night now. 1.48 am to be exact.

just came home from a day of shopping with bf and mum.

quite satisfying actually even though i felt bad spending my mum's $$ :x

i mean who gets guilty over such things? does that mean i have to be guilty for the rest of my life given the amount of $ she has paid for me over the past 23 years? that'd be FUBAR seriously.

anw am in a very pensive mood now, hiding outside in my living room instead of being in my room in the presence of the bf because he made me quite sad just now.

sad not because he did something bad to me, but i'm just sick and tired of being his maid.

guess no one prepared me for this living together shit.

Disney and Pixar and what not should totally do a film that shows that guys are not as perfect as they are in the film.

even if they are jerks at the beginning, they always end up the same seriously. don't bluff already ok!

i'm honestly just... sick and tired of picking up his shit seriously.

when a person is born with a silver spoon in his mouth, do not expect him to do his own housework period.

i'm serious. everyday i come home it's either a pair of socks (or 5 maybe) lying somewhere around in my room, on my bed, on the floor, beside my computer table etc anywhere it shouldn't be and not in the laundry basket.

took out his dirty soccer clothes from my toilet just minutes ago because Master Marcelo doesn't bother to bring his clothes from the bathroom to put into the laundry basket 10 steps away. i mean he does, when he remembers that is. but that's kinda rare.

plus he doesn't switch off the light + heater from the toilet. it really irks me alot.

cos everytime i do that i get a earful from my dad. for some reason, he doesn't catch bf doing that.

and i'm always cleaning up his shit for him seriously.

i do the dishes after he eats, he wants water i get it for him.. hell i even picked up his shoes (FYI he brings out 3 pairs just to go soccer: 1 pair of slippers, 1 pair of soccer boots and 1 pair of normal shoes) and placed them onto the racks for him.

i have bloody OCD for god's sake. after 6 years of being together you do that know this?! i mean a little dirt here and there is fine but you do that leave a eaten box of hokkien mee beside my computer for 3 days without throwing it away seriously (yes, he did that -.-")

and he does all day is click his fkin HON game. it pissed me off a couple of instances alr.

guess the uni peeps would know cos i was complaining on whatsapp abt it.

just friday, when he promised me that he'd bring me go town to shop cos i wanted to go get the Hunger Games trilogy i was like preparing to go out at say.... 6.50pm.

so the great bf tells me, ok let's leave at 7.20 when you're done cos i was putting on make-up.

i'm all done by 7.05pm then i patiently wait as he finishes his game. and then i waited.

and waited. and waited even more. till 8 fucking pm.

we were supposed to watch Battleship at 9pm, tickets booked already and all with NO DINNER IN OUR EMPTY STOMACHS.

i guess since my hormones got the better of me what with me having my period i just got all pissed off.

thank goodness he had the decency to feel guilty about it. and not go all angsty at me. if he did it'd prob be a repeat of the previous argument.

so anyhow, i honestly think this whole gaming shit, not wanting to help around the house is really getting to me. 

how do you tell a guy who has a mum who prob did everything for him the moment he was born, had 3 maids at a point serving him since he was 7 years old until aged 22 to wake up his idea and just do the fucking housework? not do a Maria or Leticia Bongnino but just making life easier by taking the initiative of putting things where they ought to be.

socks do not wash on their own, cups and plates and cutlery do not magically turn clean and shiny overnight, clothes do not walk by themselves to the laundry basket (you think wat, Fantasia issit?) cos someone has to bloody do it.

it's not to say i'm selfish, i don't wanna do anything for him. but try doing it every day for 6 months. with no gratitude and what not. i'm just... tired really.

so how? if anyone who is reading this has any idea, please tell me.

the whole point of this entry is not to showcase how bad my bf is cos i love him to bits. but everyone has their own shitty sides (me included of cos) and it's just really getting to me.

i simply cannot put up with this shit no further. and the whole gaming shit has to tone down. i'm absolutely fucking serious!

alright enough ranting.

shall head to bed soon and begin my resume sending tomorrow.

somehow after my paper on wednesday i just had this phobia of opening jobsdb and what not.. cos i know that if i send out those emails, something's bound to occur. and prob change my life forever.

i'm just not ready >.<

so just something random to cheer myself up - Dream Team's convo on fb last week haha!

can't wait for Friday! i've lined up a whole bunch of activities before HK wohooooooooo!
god bless us for this trip and make me meet someone famous or some hot guy ask me out also can hahahahah! *daydreaming*
nevertheless, sg's weather is getting from warm to just plain melting temperature.
my AC is perpetually on. it's a bloody vicious cycle people. how to cut down on global warming liddat!? pffft.
kthxbye timetosleep.

Peanut Tart

:)

1 more paper till I ORD

1 paper down! 1 more to go *beams* (secretly wants to burn all my biomolecules notes hehehehe)

major scare in the morning cos CTE to AYE jam all the way and i only left home at 12-ish when my paper was at 1 cos bf say don't go so early.

thank the traffic god and LTA and whatever gods who helped me reach there on time at 12.45pm *prays*

all these: ctrl + alt + del :D

i actually left the exam hall earlier. i'm serious. first time ever in my life.

ervin went out even earlier than me hahaha! juyin handed in her paper before me.

after that went to grace's house to prepare for ck's surprise BBQ birthday party at ECP :D

actually, more like we just go there and be security guard.

food come, pay $ and collect.

ice come, collect and keep in styrofoam box.

then we sat there and stoned.

i'm serious, for 3 hours :x

venue of the day

attempting to hang up the banner

clearly i'm just there to eye power lol since i probably can't reach that tree also -.-" i know my own limits

tadah! nice anot? ck's gf xf made it herself :D between you and me,i won't do it for my bf. i'll just... figure out something less tedious hahaha!

so while waiting most of us played games with our phones and then suddenly, the other 3 (grace, trevor and bf) got excited finding my white hair and started cutting them D:

i was playing snoopy's street fair haha!

machiam monkey looking for fleas leh :/

the couple doing work while..

...lazy ass here playing where's my water lol!

ck's gf xiufeng! :D main organizer

she ordered so much food OMG

lol slowly everyone arrived then... turns out we all have no plan on how to surprise him? :/ kinda weird i know but in the end he was quite surprised i guess?

blueberry cake from cedele. cedele has nice cakes! noms!

ta-dah! birthday boy arrived after pre-drinking at a bar with william and ong. then later we all just pretended not to notice him and somehow... LOL he came and we shouted surprise! super random hahahahahaha! why we always no plan our surprises!? >.<

ok mad tired now cos exams sucks and i just had a BBQ straight after my paper man.
tmr double tuition :( so kinda half my day is gone. hope i have the motivation to study.
2 more distractions tmr: star awards + absolute darling.
EVERYONE GO AND WATCH ABSOLUTE DARLING!! JIRO IS DARN FUNNY AND SO IS KUNDA HAHAHAH! ALL FROM MY CHILDHOOD :D
ok i have no idea why i typed in CAPS.
time to shower. kthxbye.

May the odds ever be in my favour

ok let's go people,let's go! tmr first paper then after that BBQ at ECP :D
counting down to my final hours as an official student.
but first, must check where my exam venue is lol.