Low

"Low"

Everybody’s talking
But they don’t say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don’t want the sympathy
Its cool you didn’t want me
Sometimes you can’t go back
But why’d you have to go and make a mess like that
Well I just have to say
Before I let go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low

No I don’t need your number
There’s nothing left to say
Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I’ve gotta go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can’t say that
Here's to show
For all the time I loved you so…
So...

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
Cuz what you did was low

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D-O-N-U-T-S

haha was uploading pics into my com and i found these from saturday.


haha no comments. ben dun kill me >.<


wah this is DAMN DAMN cool can. NDP GOH march past at suntec while me and amelia went in search of donuts LOL. so cool~
miss the no. 1 :(
yeah so today had a short day in sch cos only got nano lecture.
weiteng showed the class smth funny la then i din see at all cos was asking irzuan how to do the colours proj thingy.
*ahem* alan chen u idiot! say want to show me and qf how to do.
lolx anw we 3 all photoshop idiots.
ERVIN! SOS PLS! or whoever noes photoshop: H-E-L-P.
haha so i went all the way to SB today to support the mentors in talentime semis.
wah,allen owes me bus fare + 1 dozen fc6 donuts.
steal my water bottle some more la. lolx.
anw,thanks amelia for treating me the donut!
i'm absolutely sold onto them le.
goodbye donut factory,hello fc6 donuts.
it was damn nice can,esp when it was just fresh out of the kitchen.
the donut was like warm,crispy yet soft.
OISHI~ haha amelia say got xing fu de gan jue.
totally agree. u shall see me more often at fc6 le ^^
ok talentime was laggy! waited for like 30 mins b4 it started.
poor afiq kena technical fault 2 times.


see magnificant afiq here! haha emo sia he. he sang "back at one" by brian mcknight btw.


haha the great kidsread coord! ^^
next up was janna who sang "beautiful" by christina aguilera.
damn nice la girl~
then after that gotta wait qt some time for allen's turn.
in between got this girl powerhouse sia~
idol ^^ she sang angela's "qi shi hen ai ni"
omg and she could hit the high notes -jaw drops.





haha here's chung chiu wo :D


dunno why this pose so weird :/





haha pigged on even more donuts all the way back to CLS for gems.
wah damn nice la the donut!!
went for tuition then today i think my previous visit left a huge imprint in her.
hopefully she's reformed le.
vivocity after that and i went into zara + pull and bear.
ENDURANCE PAULA,ENDURE T.T
nice clothes but no $.
saw this panda shirt from zara damn cute can.
but price tag oso very beautiful sia. grrrrr.
but bought a tanktop from pull and bear.
dying to go back tho~ kikuuuuuuuu acc me pls ^^
came home then dinnered with my dad and here i am,in front of the com once more.
oh,went to rewatch sH's bday video cos i wanted to laugh at myself O.O
then i realised smth.
since sec sch,my eyebags have never left AT ALL.
omg,i'm like officially eyebag-ed la. for good T.T
ok,i've decided to sleep early (i think)
lest the eyebags become a permanent fixture on my face.
no good arh,no good.
ciao ppl.
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L'amour

haha finally time to blog.
today finished Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows AND nano presentation.
wohoo~ so proud of my group!
great job guys ^^ at least nee din ask us qns at all.
hope that's a good thing i suppose.
been a real blurblock lately.
mixed up all the test dates recently.
turns out colours and gmould dates were wrong.
it's next week instead >.<
survived a dreadful week.
utter gone-ness for QAS test last week cos i misread the t-distribution qn.
then colours test even worse.
totally GG liao cos din study=GG.
sat had first step party!
omg i had great fun there ^^
altho i went late haha sorry guys.
din take pics but erh,left with certain shou huo la.
check this out:



haha still got one of qinjie solo-ing.
damn funny la these 2 jokers.
official youtube stars le LOL.
no thanks to yours truly tho (:
worked on sunday then like was all alone with willie.
san ba and dugong dropped by la after their movie and of cos,i borrowed the new HP book from san ba.
haha erh,if you find anything wrong with ur book,dun kill me.
i din mean it de >.< that's if there are anything wrong with it la.
loved the ending of the book,guess everyone noes so no harm blogging abt it rite?
haha i think i've finally accepted ginny and harry together la.
ron and hermione are like so funny together!
kinda sad tonks,lupin,fred and mad-eye died tho.
then again,if they din die,no major sellout for JK rowling do we?
ohhhhhhhhhh went to watch fireworks after first step party!
haha qt random la but whole bunch of us went.
actually meryl and i wanted to get donut factory,but erh,kinda late la.
nvm,let's go some other time soon :D
just ytd went to get 2 donuts for weiwei.
crap sia,she just eat until so happily then i had none lor -.-"
but oh wells,kids are kids. what to do leh.
ok,so i digress. back to fireworks.
wah,so laggy lor. altho i think on NDP itself,it'll be the nicest.
as usual city hall area was flooded with ppl.
hmmm think come national day,i'll prob be mugging for semestral exams or smth.
kidsread steamboat at marina bay on august 4th! (tentatively)
haha ppl,mark that date and keep it free ait.
and of cos,after that san ba's party.
gonna go his hse and play wii and maybe DS league there i suppose.
damn funny la,carn wait.
carn believe this is my last week at e2max.
i'm filled with mixed feelings.
sadness to leave all the friends behind,happy to leave that political place.
oh wells,life goes on.
marce is out again from army ^^
he's gg back again tho but i'm happy that he's out la.
really looking forward to the taiwan trip.
if possible,i hope to be able to spend time with him.
if fate deems that we can't,then it's ok!
i'll take it in my stride and just have a fab time with sH & her aunt and mum.
ok,think i'll go sleep or smth.
woke up at 7am to do the nano ppt today.
not enuf sleep,dark circles deepening alr.
official panda in progress :(
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Many Happy Returns! :D

i had a fantastic 18th birthday! :D
just really really touched that everyone remembered la.
yeah,here are pics from the cousins bday celebration at vi'lage.
this was done the sunday b4 my actual bday cos aaron is flying off to perth to study for 5 mths.
take care cousin (:
hope you're doing fine now in perth by now,all settled in and all la kk.


tina and my cakes.


choc truffle cake!! ^^


i love them all (:


outside vi'lage with the cow hahaha.


haha backseat camwhoring in the car

yeah that day only charmaine,my bro,jeremiah and amanda was missing.
haha oh wells ^^
the day before went out with sinhui after sch cos gg to watch harry potter and the order of phoenix la.
then received her's and justyn's + kenny's present.
damn touched la! thanks ye-tai (:
i almost cried and die of laughter watching the video lor.
must have spent loads of time doing it rite.
anw i look damn ugly in it la! hahahaha XD
oh san ba! i haven't played the game yet!
when i do i'll tell u kk ^^
i'm still hooked onto mario kart cos i carn unlock 2 more race courses leh!
grrrrrrr. morphing into a severe mario fan now cos all my ds games are mario related.
thanks again san ba and dugong :D
erm the movie wasn't that fantastic la cos my mum and bro was late.
kinda spoiled my mood cos we missed abit of the beginning as usual.
but overall the movie was quite mediocre la.
was expecting more cos they cut alot from the book itself but qt disappointed cos it was only 2 hr-ish only.
but nevertheless,thanks kenny for the tix again.
that night my phone rang non-stop.
the most touching part was when marce called me at 12 plus.
he could really get into alot of trouble for not being asleep by then la with his officers but he begged the officer like mad to call me and he finally relented la.
thanks love love (: i really appreciate it. incl u asking nick and kel to msg me at 12mn sharp.
oh next day wanted to go see doc one.
but it was closed -.-"
i had already lost my voice by then liao lor.
ended up being sorta late for sch la cos my feet was hurting from the shoes and i ran from dover. grrrr stupid rite?
after s&pm went fc2 to cut cake (:
thank you 2B22! love you guys loads :D


cutting the class cake


with baiyu

haha mr ho treated us to fruit juice after that (thanks mr ho!) then went to watch moulin rouge in the library.
wah that movie is seriously 1 heck of a movie man.
it really invoked alot of my feelings la and everytime i watch it i always cry when satine dies.
but still,2 thumbs up for that movie! absolutely classic.
well,after library went for s&pm and colours la.
ym and el tricked me to go to the library and guess who i saw there?
hahaha lester and chin liat!
then suddenly,saw allen out of the corner of my eye.
was quite shocked la cos i was about to go rot in the library to kill time before meeting mistersex for dinner at holland v.
thanks guys for the surprise cake!


2nd cake of the day


pandas :D


hahaha zhuming eating in action again!


alien! so cute see ^^


ervin emo-ing cos he had to finish the last piece hahahaha.


group pic! thanks guys for that celebration again (:

after that went to finish watching aquamarine with el and ym in the library.
the ending was sweet la (: so typical of a chickflick la.
went to holland v after that.
AND I WAS THE FIRST ONE THERE -.-"
hahah then yukee came,followed by nut,sloth and samuel,dawn and finally her royal meowness decided to show up.
LOL,wth la.
i waited for like 30 mins for you guys there lor! lolx.
haha camwhored as usual cos that's so typical of mistersex la.
too many pics so decided to pick out a few only and then upload the rest next time la.
haha i'm too lazy now :P


hahah rat in action.


nutsy wutsy :D


2/3 dollar fan club! :D where are you sham! lolx.


mistersex at swensen's. wish shobs,sham and audz was there tho.


her royal meowness with a piece of MILK choc in her mouth. now we noe why cats love milk so much.

after dinner we head to hog's breath to drink and cut the cake la.
hahahah holland v was like packed with ppl that day!
saw this ncc snr whom i carn really rmb la.
yeah more pics ^^


me with my cake (:


see the morbid stuff we do when we're together? hahaha.


yukeeeeeeeeee. haha god i miss her ranting abt how impt it is not to waste food every recess man.


my 1st alcoholic drink LEGALLY.


haha how crescentians eat.LOL.


the original misters (:

yes and that was the end of my special day. boo.
lolx no la,jk only.
but still,thanks mistersex for turning up today :D
appreciate it loads cos i really miss you guys like mad!
wish sec sch days were once again here la,all the stupid things we used to do in class.
haha i love you bunch of twits so much! promise to never lose ties ok.
i hope 10,20 yrs down the road,we're still as close as ever (:
hugs to all of you for being who you truly are and embracing this special bond the 9 of us have.
we may be all busy in our own separate lives,but i pray hope that we'd be able to meet up frequently to catch up.
yupp end of birthday celebration le.
went for kidsread the next day after gg to see the doc.
my mum forced me to go cos my voice was absolutely gone the next day and i was coughing like mad. haix.
blew away $40 just like that and got myself a whole load of crap medicine that makes me sleepy all the time.
yee xin emoed that day and i was so upset la!
haha in the end she still waved to me la so it was ok (:
lunched at JP after that as usual,this time round at KFC again.
then go and play pool after that.
meryl and i totally kicked butt man!
haha we beat afiq and allen and zhuming and binghui la lolx.
and thanks for acc me home meryl.
haha if not i think i sleep all the way to tampines le >.<


idiots who were playing psp non-stop lor!then they ignore me haha.


playing pool after kidsread AS USUAL -.-"


panda emo-ing AGAIN.


lolx guess who is this ^^ no prizes tho.

today went to work cos must let san ba rest awhile on sundays.
hahaha XD sze min called u a san ba gong leh!
lolx willie is ur fellow san ba gong too.
yeah and got a huge shock when i arrived at L9 today.
szemin and willie bought me a present! and it was huge. see!


thank you szemin and willie for the present! hehe i love turtles cos he's a turtle (:

haha totally wasted my whole weekend away not studying la.
sian sat cos ate med so was like knocked out the whole afternoon la.
then today go work totally not productive too cos carn concentrate there oso.
and i slipped and fell :(
wah damn sad la cos there's this huge bruise on my left knee now.
oh wells,this following week is one hell of a week man.
wish me luck ppl!
i'm gonna need it.
but before i go off,i wanna give a shoutout to those who wished me on my birthday:
thank you for making my turning of age one of the most memorable birthdays i've ever had.
whether or not it was just a simple birthday sms or a present or friendster msg,i thank all of you from the bottom of my heart.
this birthday has been one of the most specials ones i've ever had in the past 18 years or so because i found out that i'm really loved by many.
like for the 1st time in 18 yrs,my dad told me he loves me.
i'm really gonna remember this 18th birthday for the rest of my life :D
ok nites ppl,long day tmr.
the dream has to end now,it's back to reality once more (:
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Merlion Pau?

i'm on the verge of merlion-ing.
imagine what a merlion does and u'll get the picture.
it was a BAD thing to drink LARGE milk tea and hop onto a bus and read a novel.
my stomach is like churning non-stop now.
i finally noe how eelin feels like le :/
moral of the story: when u're sick,avoid milk tea at all costs or pay the consequences.
yeah totally upgraded from sorethroat and flu level to sorethroat,flu,headache and nausea.
why do i always fall sick towards my bday!?
no wait,that only happened last yr. but still! -faints.
gahhh tmr watching HP5! haha totally looking forward to it cos i think dan radcliffe is so totally cute.
plus,channelling chiang chormei here,got hot babes!
lolx the luna lovegood actress is damn pretty :D
today was a terribly terrible day.
of all days,i chose to wear shorts when it was like freezing cos it rained.
couple that with me being sick alr,i dunno wat's worse :/
haha anw panda! meryl wanna join our panda club leh!
u prez,i vp leh. lolx.
let's recruit more fellow pandas! :D
entry requirement: very obvious dark circles + eyebags.
yeah gems today was great cos did the bookmark then i very evil to chinliat.
asked him to help me with PBL. thanks chinliat!
more bubble tea for you hahahah XD
hope they did well for poly50!
ok la,cannot tahan le.
gonna go turn in soon lest my food comes out anytime soon.
-.

i have no idea why but i carn type the blog title.
but erm anw i'm officially sick alr.
sat dropped by mentee outing with nas and zuk ard 12-ish liddat cos our dearest old man marzuk was late for an hr -.-"
yeah fort canning was fun yet freaky in that sense.
gave me the creeps la while nas and i were walking down the hill.
worked after that and was so totally dying cos i had severe sorethroat.
but went to eat canadian pizza + kfc that day lolx.
watched huan huan ai at work cos i was bored >.<
lolx took me 3 hrs just to watch finish one episode cos was like play,pause got customer,play again,then got customer so pause again.
sorry justyn for asking u to cut those labels for me (:
in the end the taiwan one was wrong!
i went home to reprint them.
haha sunday was a fun day! :D
i love my sng cousins so much ^^
thanks for celebrating my bday in advance.
many many loves!
we went vi'lage at heeren to chill cos aaron was leaving for perth on thursday.
then sorta like farewell thing?
yeah then they celebrated tina and my bday (:
loved the choc truffle cake. it's from bigO! my fav haha.
anw just another shoutout to the sng cousins!
i really appreciate the gesture cos this is like possibly the 1st time in my 18 yrs that you guys celebrated my bday.
my 8th birthday not counted cos i was young and mum just invite everyone over for dinner.
hahaha thank you once more :D
pics to be up once i get it from matilda.
cousin! send me leh. lolx.
yeah so sch these 2 days were just normal la.
brought my DS out like finally!
haha i got addicted to mario kart on the train.
din even sleep at all cos i was too engrossed in the game.
before i knew it,reach dover le :/
yeah mum gave it to me as my 18th present.
thanks mum :D
i promise to share it with u lolx and not take ur ipod >.<
yeah ok officially dying now.
dad bought durians ytd so i happily ate so many la.
stomach upset for the whole of last night then woke up with a splitting headache today.
nose was officially blocked like nobody's business. gahhhhh.
oh wells,panda u really look like a panda today with the eyeliner.
LOL i thought it was ur dark circles leh >.<
shall go shower and go sleep.
worked today so i'm kinda tired.
yeahhh gdnite ppl.
and sH,dun sad le la! heck that seal-faced fella.
he's not worth it.
cheer up girl (:
on a happier tone,we signed up for korean!
hope we last longer this time >.<
hahahaha XD
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Thank You Panda (:

thank you panda :D
this really brought a smile to my face on what has possibly been the worst day of my life.
everyone has problems but the only one who really understands mine is now in yilan,sleeping in a tent.
perhaps it's best for me to return back to my old self where keeping everything to myself was the best thing to do.
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Shop Shop Shop!

shopping! :D
went to town with eelin after sch today.
bought 2 pairs of shoes today incl heels.
wanted to get this pair of black heels but el convinced me to get it after exams as after exam treat cos i felt guilty spending my pay for this mth.
anw zara got nth liao lor panda! -.-"
can ask ur manager if staff got discount mah? haha.
saw this pair of shoes that i wanted to get.
but it's $49.90 :(
yeah as el says "you can never get enough shoes"
true enough cos i was darn scared dad would kill me if he knew i bought another 2 pair of shoes.
i alr control by not buying the adidas one le last time so must compensate with these 2 la.
haha an wei myself only lor. crap pls >.<
anw marce went back to camp today.
sadded T.T
we cldn't find any clothes today la.
but then again i got alot le from online spreeing.
cannot wear cos gotta pacify my mum that i'll only wear it for cny.
which is like...ages away? right -.-"
oh wells, QAS is a terror to study.
think my calculator batt gonna die by the end of the semester at the rate we are pressing it.
shall go attempt tutorial qns now and sleep early.
bye ppl.
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3 down, 1 more to go

gahhh i carn believe i finished 3 formal reports alr!
-jumps ard like a siao char bo.
still got POPRI formal report exp haven't do yet.
omg hope all these pass by quickly.
the next wave of tests are fast approaching leh T.T
thankfully no more for this week le (:
next week all the pract tests and wat not start liao.
oh wells,marce came out from camp for 3 days on sunday!
hehe i'm a happy little pau lalalala (:
no i'm not gonna channel 230507 here so yeah.
mushy stuff restricted to the both of us only. lolx.
yeah tmr gg GSS-ing with the class girls.
hopefully can find my heels which i've always wanted la.
wahahaha today was so crap la.
spent the whole of last night trying to rush TASC report which is the doing of procrastination once more.
i swear i seriously need to have more self-discipline la.
then TASC pract today was like half dozing off le.
went clementi to play pool/bowl with half the class after that cos got 3 hr break.
haha it was fun! considering i kinda suck at pool >.<
yeah then we had to rush back for s&pm and the weather was so ungodly pls.
came home early,finished nano report with abit of help.
hehe references,trading with huatjin.
yeah so now i can finally slack for awhile but i'm trying to figure out my schedule for the week la.
this officially sux.
just told san ba i working on sun then i rmbed i got family gathering on sun!
gahh which to go >.<
plus sat M2M or mentee outing!?
time to throw dice le.
anw tmr he gg back to camp le.
sadded but i'll always miss you marce (:
hope sept comes asap,i wanna go taiwan!
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Unclogging Nose not in process

am so dead >.<
wanted to wake up early to do TASC report that is due TMR.
and that's like practically trying to rush like approx 10 pages worth of work in a day?
siao lor T.T
nvm,hopefully can pia everything finish tonite.
suppose to wake up at 8am ended up waking up at 9.10am.
oh wells,just darn tired la.
shldn't have gone to watch transformers la,shld have slept more.
that's the reason for not gg kidsread wat. LOL.
anw wat's done is done alr la. now to pay the consequences nia.
later gg to cover san ba for like 2 hrs liddat cos he got family gathering.
then today starting a whole new promo so it's like... i'm expecting a LONG LONG queue later.
PLUS,evil witch taking over officially today.
so not gonna stay alr la! when i heard it i was like,can i quit now?
gahhhh this week has been hellish man.
i carn imagine the next week or the week after.
just when u think all the tests have ended,round 2 comes along.
it's like WWIII or smth la. never ending raids pls.
this week itself got colours mini proj,2 formal reports due.
the week after that(birthday week! :D) got PBL and many many more tests which are still unknown cos our class has no test schedule.
so we pretty much depend on buddy class to tell us la.
tralalala can end of july come quickly?
so we can quickly get thru sem exams so i can go taiwan!
i need a break man. seriously pls. gonna die any moment le.
haven't had time to go shop officially too.
trying to save all my cash for taiwan in sept too.
but went for a quick MNG & Zara sale with eelin that day.
omg it's like WWIII inside la.
just that no one is fighting with guns,they simply snatch.
talk abt civilised citizens.
oh wells,cldn't find anything to my liking at MNG(never did really) and Zara's top was too long la.
maybe i'll go buy la cos it's cheap($12.90!!)and when the sale is like officially even lower starting monday!
wahahahahaha maybe i ask eelin go join.
ervin say prices even lower from tmr leh.
maybe we shld go to great world outlet,there is like ghost town -.-
okok,pau stop thinking abt shopping la.
i shall go shower,eat breakfast and finish at least 3 parts b4 i leave for work later.
wish me luck. think i'm gonna need it for work later.
ravaged by cheapo singaporeans.
remind me again why i agreed to work on july 1st :(
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Autobots.. Roll out!

haha transformers is so cool! :D
yeah well,short entry b4 i go sleep.
dead exhausted man. grrrrrr.
need sleep~~~~
my dark circles are darkening even more now.
omg sooner or later, i'll surpass ervin in terms of panda meaning.
ok,keeping this short and sweet.
nites ppl
-head hits pillow and starts sleeping.
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