It's GONE

i deleted the entry alr.
din like seeing it whenever i open my blogpage.
so there you have it.
whoever has viewed it,ahhh nvm :(
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ProE

hahahah i have proE in my com leh!
so cool sia. thanks ben for lending the cd.
altho i think i'll fail on thursday la but who cares ^^
anw sH's blog is bloody funny.
go see,click here
it's so darn funny la kenny's pics!
trust me,those doing MST/tests/stressed up ppl go see sia.
omfg i want to laugh like damn loudly but i'm alone at home now so it sounds kinda psycho :/
oh yeah booked taiwan tix le! ^^
WOHOO~ virgin online booking air tickets so yeah qt nice la.
now awaiting hotel confirmation nia.
i damn scared key in wrong credit card no. man >.<
sch was damn tiring today.
i was gonna fall asleep at every single opportunity can.
oh yeah,just to inform marce's frens,he's booking out on july 1st (:
which is.... SUNDAY! haha happy sia.
carn wait (:
i'm so darn dead cos nano and colours report haven't start at all.
so many tests this week sia.
s&pm buang,proE even worse,POPRI dun wanna say at all :(
gahhhhhh hope justyn working on friday with me.
hahaha we long time never work together le :D
kinda hyper now cos think had milktea just now after sch with eelin so i'm kinda high la.
i love milktea~
yeah and i'm tempted to bake la!
kitten cookies but erh,no time.
seriously no time at all.
anw if i can squeeze time at all,i'll go bake them and post pics up kk.
promise cos it's so darn cute! (:
oh wells,shall go start on QAS now and practise proE abit.
cannot waste ben's effort installing it man.
hahaha ciao ppl.
oh yah,panda eelin's posting ur pics up on the mentoring blog le!
go see ^^
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"GG!!"

i am so darn sad la.
i think i'm so gonna fail s&pm alr.
had test today and i completely buang for qn2 and it was 40 marks!! T.T
super upset le la.
i feel like dying la.
and gmould this thursday.
ANOTHER GONER!
this one CONFIRM buang liao can.
oh yeah smth really funny happened today.
walked into class for s&pm then saw this stranger guy sleeping at the back row.
dunno who from buddy class was nudging,poking,screaming into his ear,resorting to shouting "fire!!" & "wake up lar!" at that guy.
but he refused to wake up :/
hahah so when he did i think he was sooooooooo pai seh pls.
think he sleeps even deaded than eelin can -.-
twas damn damn funny!
i was laughing my head off can.
carn believe they did that to the guy.
anw today was bad cos totally unglam sleeping on the train once more.
stupid pasir ris train was full so i had to be wedged between 2 aunties.
yeah and sch was worse!
our grp's like totally jinxed for s&pm pract can.
forever the last grp to leave no matter how fast we attempt to do T.T
went for tuition after sch.
today ate this fish banana leaf thingy.
haha indo food is really nice man! go try someday (:
prefer the chicken one tho. shall ask mum to get relatives to bring more over when they are coming hahaha.
oh wells,dead tired.
want to do QAS assignment but i'm seriously gonna knock out anytime soon.
help pls :( need sleep~
haix shall go shower and attempt to stay awake for awhile more.
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Kidsread (:

kidsread was like so chaotic today cos the other room was occupied.
IMAGINE BEING STUCK IN THE SAME ROOM WITH THE TWINS + FAT GANG.
this just spells utter chaos.
but took loads of pics today :D blackmail time!
wahahaha. evil pau in the making.


gay couple + mentee (:


afiq molesting a mentee. HAHAHAHA.


ervin emo pic 1


ervin emo pic 2


amelia and me (:


crazy kidsread coords. LOL. i think shujia's not in it tho.


haha eelin and yeesze shy sia. afiq so not cute pls! :P


haha future zara model anyone?^^


eelin and yeesze camera shy :(


kidsread outlook

and now we wait for the pictures you've all been waiting for.
TA-DAH~~~
ervin the cleaning lady part 2.
hahahaha.


cleaning in action :D


cleaning lady putting back cleaning supplies. so professional can. got the yellow sign sia. LOL!

shall not get anyone to tag since no one will entertain me.
but if you wish to hire his services,i heard he's qt proficient in sweeping and mopping la as you can see.
not too sure abt cleaning toilets or anything la.
shall get some mentee to mess up the male toilet so ervin can go and clean and test his toilet cleaning skills.
LOL! oh yeah,panda pls remind me bring smth for u next week arh.
carn believe i forgot today lor >.<
so anw went vivo after that to celebrate zhuming's 19th.


zhuming with his cake


gaymonkey~~~ lolx.


i think i can officially start a collection of zhuming eating in action pics and another one for ervin's cleaning fetish. hahaha.


janna :D


so sweet can (: herman and serene.


qinjie is drunk le~~


afiq here again. teenage icon 2007 man. lolx.

yeah anw spent a long time(the sky turned from bright to dark) at vivo rooftop emoing la.
thanks janna,allen and qinjie for listening (:
sorry for emoing tho. hahahaha.
lalalalala~
details shall be kept to myself/them la ^^
yeah so anw came home like prob abt 1 hr plus ago.
bloody hell just found out got 3 tests next week.
talk abt not having MST la.
technically no MST.
but actually,is have lor T.T
to think today was like saying dun have MST.
bloody hell la.
die die die~
kill me ba.
leave you guys with a song (:
absolutely love it cos it suits me :D

天天 非常想你的天天
飛過城市的邊緣 降落愛你的終點
想念互道晚安的每天 卻又捨不得說再見 你的笑那麼甜

我的直覺就是那麼堅決 不怕有暴風圈
因為你是我最晴朗的大晴天

愛 要你牽我的手每一天
我要非常用心感覺因為愛你
才是我最後最美麗的句點
喜歡在你的肩膀盤旋
喜慣兩個人的世界因為愛你
才讓我的心永遠像甜甜圈

rap牽妳的手 還是有點緊張看妳雙眼 怎麼好好說話這次真的下定決心鼓起勇氣擁抱妳讓我們的愛連成完美圈圈曾經懷疑自己是否能保護你是妳讓我看見世界美麗是妳帶我走向溫暖生命
因為有你我的天空放晴緊握住妳的手一起 迎接未來十八歲的蔚藍環繞 永遠的愛

天天 非常想你的天天
飛過城市的邊緣 降落愛你的終點
想念互道晚安的每天 卻又捨不得說再見 你的笑那麼甜

我的直覺就是那麼堅決 不怕有暴風圈
因為你是我最晴朗的大晴天

愛 要你牽我的手每一天
我要非常用心感覺因為愛你
才是我最後最美麗的句點
喜歡在你的肩膀盤旋
喜慣兩個人的世界因為愛你
才讓我的心永遠像甜甜圈

rap是否能夠繼續 因為妳能讓我真正充滿勇氣有妳才可以真正面對自己 一起面對未來十八歲的蔚藍 兩人一起擁抱永遠的愛

愛 要你牽我的手每一天
我要非常用心感覺因為愛你
才是我最後最美麗的句點
喜歡在你的肩膀盤旋
喜慣兩個人的世界因為愛你
才讓我的心永遠像甜甜圈


是否能夠繼續 因為妳而讓我真正充滿勇氣因為妳才可以真正面對自己緊緊的握住妳的雙手 一起面對未來十八歲的蔚藍 兩人一起擁抱永遠的愛

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Late night once again

i have no idea why i'm still up so late.
blistering headache,blocked nose,dark circles but never ending eyebags.
bad combi pau,bad combi.
anw i finished my s&pm report!
finally! (hears the hallelujiah chorus)
still got nano and tasc not done yet.
attempted abit of gems la but i got lazy halfway.
that's why i'm blogging now >.<
anw bought the fahrenheit pictorial today :D
happy cos yiru's damn shuai but not happy cos it broke a huge hole in my pocket T.T
went to work today since PTN got cancelled.
wah,another failure attempt to have PTN.
really qt sian diao.
just read finish this novel by cecelia ahern.
absolutely love her books cos it's so heartwarming.
loved the plot for the book (a placed called here) cos it really set my thoughts gg man.
one day,if i were to go missing,wld i be able to find all the answers i've always searched for my entire life?
and will i find those i've lost in my life?
hmmmmmms oh wells. too chim alr la.
i dun want to ponder no more.
it just makes things more complicated.
anw i wanna go taiwan~~
ok,that was random.
gahhh not thinking straight anymore le la.
think eelin abit delirious alr.
she's talking abt having cheesecakes and milktea.
lethal combi cos she's like so gonna be stuck to the toiletbowl for the next mth or so.
sleeptime.
adieu ppl.
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Utter Emoness

i'm officially left with a bf in army alr.
marce went to army ytd and i was STONING the whole day.
had to busy myself at work to prevent myself from thinking too much la.
i carn believe it's gonna be liddat till maybe august.
no more talking to him and wat not.
all i noe is that he's stuck in a freaking jungle at zaizai's hometown yilan.
doubt they even have reception there T.T
nevertheless,shall not harp on it la.
but late night chats are welcome cos i'm really feeling damn emo.
haven't been doing much lately except go sch to study with nas they all,work and tuition.
work was relatively fun these days cos i always kajiao deeban and renuka that they are together ^^
oh yeah,and i super suay de can.
worked on tuesday and guess who was there T.T
benson,bernard and alvin.
faints all the big shots/evil ppl.
and i wasn't wearing my e2max shirt so i had to hide under the jacket to prevent benson from bao to-ing.
wah lau and then ytd worked also benson.
bloody hell,i thot tsha wasn't off then it turned out to be her off day.
so willie,deeban and i just amused ourselves la cos no one else was working.
sue came tho lolx. and rolled her eyes at benson.
yeah and i found out that they have a huge stash of 8 days,i-weekly,FHM,lime etc in the cupboard la.
so willie gave me some so i cld pass time faster LOL.
thanks willie wonka :D
carn believe deeban and willie were from SP la.
yeah and met another SP graduate ytd.
erm carn rmb his name but he's damn funny.
LOL,SP gathering anyone? ^^
yeah i finally went to wrap my i love superstar alexia!!
haha rmb take from me when sch reopen kk.
and pls protect it. i will cry hor if smth untoward happens to it.
was supposed to go work today but cos of PTN i asked sH to cover me.
now PTN cancelled so i dunno if i shld just go work or stay home and rot T.T
i'm kinda dead leh. i haven't finished all my reports + projs.
gahhhh dead pau is as good as a non-steaming pau.
HAHAHAH XD
ok lame~
i shall go start on QAS la.
oh yah,went to cut hair on wed.
MY HAIR SUCKS LA T.T
despite countless efforts by everyone ard me,i'm convinced my hair is damn ugly cos it's qt weird looking.
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Long update...

this is a long awaited update.
or maybe not? oh wells haha ;)
shall pick off from where i left la.
that weekend was like 1st weekend of hols.
totally madness cos i slept like damn long on sunday :D
but still not enuf? so yeah i still have like 3 mths worth of sleep not caught up yet pls. look at my eyebags and dark circles. enough evidence that i've no time to sleep at all. gahhhhh.
yeah so monday din do much la,went tuition and work?
haha so sinful cos i kept buying milk tea to drink on the way to work.
esp the large cup one la. omg,utterly sinful cos i felt damn fat after that >.<
yeah so tuesday was spent queueing for donut factory once more.
i got tempted so i bought 12 instead of my planned box of 6.
went to e2max to put all my donuts.
HAHAHAH check this out man :D



shopped ard with sH after that for awhile la.
bought a shirt from zara and we din even make it to far east as intended.
oh wells,i still want my shoes la! :(
yeah so anw thursday had QAS makeup lecture T.T
6 hrs leh omg i almost died.
but we celebrated alan's belated bday!
hope u liked the cake huai ren :D
thanks eelin for buying it as well.





the choc was damn sinful la and anw lecture was bad.
i was qt bored la and sleepy?
yeah was supposed to go prawning with qifeng they all.
in the end switch to kbox.
wah utter madness i tell u.
HAHAHAHAH secret.... SHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
was dead to the world that night till i woke up late for tuition -.-
then weekend le as usual went for kidsread lor (:
my yee xin was shy that day.
then she din want to talk to me,i emo sia. hahaha.
in the end she did la.
i bought bubble tea for her and yee sze then the twins went to drink it.
shit sia,they drank mine too while i was cleaning yee sze's wound.
grrrrrrrrrr i swear i'll kill them someday.
yup yup work that day was alright la.
sunday went to do proj discussion with el,ym and azlin at city hall.
den go and support afiq at teenage icon! haha.
so sad he din get in la,waste my $11!
lolx nvm la afiq,jiayou :D
anw tmr gg to sch to study with nas and ben la.
was in sch today with them oso and aaron and albert.
finished 1 QAS tutorial and totally buanged my report sia.
no mood after looking at it pls T.T
hope i finish it tmr or smth at work.
anw marce is like an egghead now so cute sia~
haha i miss you.
i hope you know that.
ok,i'm gonna go sleep or smth.
qt tired and so totally gastric now.
dunno why but got stomach probs lately.
haix.
tas ppl.
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Bonding (:

shall upload pics from the AGM on wednesday :D
we were that bored till totally camwhoring can.


we got hungry before that so ta-dah~ FYI,i think i resemble a panda now from the lack of sleep completely.


sneakshot of my honey bear (: haha she was talking to her bf on the phone la.


honey bears like hello pandas too XD


marzuk the old man wahahaha


ain and me on the train back.
clearly alot of SC stays in the north area la.
there was pohloo,peiying,mas,ain,eelin,yuesing,youwei and myself on that train la.
all gg home together after dinner at clementi.


LOL! so guess whose finger is that? ^^


new president no image le! wahahahahah XD


i tou pai yuesing and pohloo. see so professional can. yuesing din even noe i was taking her!

yeah so that day was fun only in that sense.
the rest was... qt redundant la.
anw had POPRI pract early early friday morning.
clearly lab techs have a great sense of humour la.
check this out.



it's funny how they can come up with such things la LOL
yeah and had a birthday boy that day :D
HAPPY 18TH HUATJIN!
altho abit belated now la,but still happy birthday (:
our class bought a cake for mr jinjin and it was qt... tiny.
hahaha so mr ho offered to get some snacks for his ex-fav student.
thanks mr ho :D
july 13 oso on a friday leh. but pls dun make me ur fav student can? LOL!


mr ho with birthday boy scooping the agar out i think. the agar was nice! ^^


funny la someone. we were singing birthday song then he was like conducting us la. still got ending pose can.


cutting his cake.


haha qifeng with huatjin here.


sisterly love. so sweet can :D


*ahem* those 2 jokers were trying to be funny la >.<


jasmin,huatjin and albert "emo-ing".


lolx jokers la they all. ah fu,albert and aaron here.

anw really wanna thank mr ho for letting us use the LT to celebrate huatjin's bday and for sponsering the food la :D
yeah and S&PM test was qt goner la T.T
so careless can! grrrrrrrrr.
ok,nvm shall put it behind me for now.
next week getting back QAS test during makeup lecture.
-keeps fingers crossed.
then ytd during 3 hr break belle belle,twins,aaron and i were in the library watching you've got mail.
so sweet can the show (:
go watch it's damn nice.
i borrowed 2 other dvds la.
all romance one then i told litong i wanted to emo over the hols.
LOL! but they're just movies i never got ard watching la cos that time not so movie crazy yet.
hopefully got time to watch them la.
considering my packed "hols" schedue.
dun see wat's so holiday-ish abt this 2 weeks la.
-pulls hair out. grrrrrrrr.
yeah so anw skipped TASC on friday with alan to go for the GYL camp briefing. haha qt cool leh! in batam :D
shall drag eelin to go with me cos alan says he wants to save $$ for GSS so he may not go -.-"
but it seems fun la the camp.
but dunno got anything on during dec not leh.
dun care la,no more mentoring stuff for me le :D
shall just remain a normal mentor. so shld have time ba (:
so was working on fri after sch as usual la.
then qt sian cos i was damn exhausted.
just wanted to go home but saw auntie szemin! :D
haha miss her leh but she working at night so after awhile had to go home le.
nas,ben,chinliat and lester came to find me after i knocked off.
then we went macs to eat icecream. hahahaha.
anw chinliat hope u liked ur crumpler yeah? ^^
sorry cldn't be there for ur celebration la.
cos had to go work after sch la.
anw i reached home like damn late on friday la.
slept at 1.30am then woke up at 5.45am the next day for the basic mentoring workshop.
omg i felt like dying can T.T
i think my eyes were even smaller than ervin's.
but seriously la,stop saying my eyes small la >.<
i sadded can!
haha makes me remember wat aaron told me before.

aaron: paula u wear contacts arh?
me: yah why leh?
aaron: your eyes so small can put in meh?
me: !!!!!!!

yeah so was like damn dead ytd cos totally burnt out.
then still had to go so early to sch.
and everyone was late la! tskkk.
next time i shall just turn up half an hr late and i might even be the 1st one there pls.
haha was so darn bored i started taking pics la.


serene trying to seduce a freshie la. LOL.


we were trying to hide our eyebags T.T


haha nice shoes ^^




there wasn't any reception in LT1A(B) so this was wat everyone was doing.
LOL 'fengshui-ing' la.
clearly that spot had the most reception.
yeah so left at ard 1-ish for work.
haha 1st time i reach there at 2pm for work leh on a saturday!
cos everytime got kidsread so i end up gg late de.
ytd was fun cos sH and i were checking out taiwan trip stuff (:
excited excited mans ^^
and i spent loads of time with marce ytd oso.
happy happy ^^ sorry sH arh,hog the com so long.
yeah so slept damn long today cos i think i really need it la.
slept till 3 plus just now. wah damn nice can.
but abit not enuf oso :(
nvm shall not morph into a pig la,not too gd. lolx.
kk shall sign off here.
tas ppl
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Happy 1st Year (:

today is a very special day :D
yes,but the special one is not here.
nevertheless,happy 1st year love love (:
carn believe that time flew so fast la...
from last year's class BBQ at helen's house and now we're actually so far apart from each other,him going army in 2 weeks,i'm dying in SP..
felt so nostalgic today. bloody emo today oso.
but still,hope we have many more years ahead of us ^^
i wanted to type some super M entry la but clearly my mood is not there cos there's S&PM test tmr and gmould test totally killed all my braincells today.
as the guys wld say,"GG!"
yeah actually today is MY definition of our 1st year anniversary.
tmr then is HIS definition of our 1st year anniversary.
long story la,maybe when i'm really bored i'll type it out.
HAHAHAHA sch was a drag today as always.
gmould is really horribly disgusting la.
i was like a lost sheep in a field during com lab session.
sorry weiteng for asking u all the time how to use the dumb software.
then like half the class ponned engi math tutorial -.-
afterall,that was just meant for sleeping la.
i totally need sleep can T.T
dinnered with el at qiji after sch then it was like qt early so i'm officially hungry again now.
anw had S&PM pract on monday.
hahahah this is our class huai ren :D


he wore safety goggles when it was qifeng doing the experiment la. he was just sitting on the chair and looking at them testing -.-


his idea of touching the machine. LOL!

anw i'm seriously hungry la.
plus totally losing interest in S&PM at the moment cos i'm thinking abt GSS and i'll stuck here studying la.
but erm,i was spreeing just now again -hides from eelin & sinhui.
dun kill me! hahaha.
anw hope when we go shop next week,PLS PLS PLS take my atm card from me and prevent me from spending over $100!!
i intend to claim all my "debts" asap haha to fund my spending mans.
after sat,shall go to huixian abt the BBQ $! lolx.
mum paid mostly all of it le la.
she has a 30GB iPod video T.T
it's kinda sad how my mum has a better mp3 player than me.
then again,i paid for it with my bro.
it's her mother's day gift.
kinda belated,i noe,considering father's day is ard the corner alr.
oh wells.
shall hit the books again.
maybe i'll go dig for food first XD
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五月天

absolutely love this song cos it has 2 of my fav bands - mayday's on the title and s.h.e on vocals :D
there's ah xin too in the video so i'm happy ^^
but carn say much abt the kiss at the end tho. haha.
you know wat's my fav song le for kbox lolx.
anw i am so broke now T.T
bought 2 more museums,1 for the mother cos she wanted it and another for myself cos i cldn't resist the candy shop haha.
sinhui! stop me from buying anything for the next 3 mths can >.<
sch was painful cos i slept at 1am only to wake up at 5.30am.
spent the whole of ytd with my family so i was qt glad la albeit i din do any work at all.
watched shrek3 with the mother and bro. all i can say is cute ogre babies.
LOL and JT sounds... weird,somewhat unlike him la.
was reminiscing IT fair last yr at suntec (:
just wished he was here with me again.
but oh wells,i'll wait de.


nice video ^^
haix i shall go sleep or smth.
nose still utterly blocked.
bloody hell.
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Wohoo~

had kidsread today :D
i missed my darling yee xin!
hmmmmm had the not-so-successful movie session today tho.
cos the theatre was totally not cooperating at all la.
only managed to show something at 12-ish.
in the end not even disc 1 of spongebob the movie was shown.
but it's an experience la,hope next time it'll be better ^^
gave the mentees snacks that they bought that day.
then guess who had to clean up (:



hahaha tagboard's over there.
see if you can guess who this "cleaning lady" is.
omg pls dun kill me okok haha XD
had lunch with the rest at jp after that.
went to work after that. sorry sinhui for coming late :D
rotted there the entire time.
saw this on amy's blog.
sinhui and i laughed like mad can.



so lol can! marce u want? ^^
i think it's damn funny la!! then i was thinking if i do that someone will kill me leh.
not becos i kissed another guy,but cos some random guy kissed him like the whole way leh.
LOL.
anw i'm really tired now.
had a great chat with auntie sze min on the way home.
take care girl (:
have more rest ait. you really need a good break.
cya ppl.
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Randomness

haven't been blogging lately but seriously no mood to do so.
feeling so affected by everything these days.
school,club,personal stuff la then just very exhausted.
i've been running a race with my mind and heart lately.
let the heart just run wild and think too much or think logically,i seriously dunno.
but oh wells,life goes on.
it doesn't end there just because of these issues la.
i mean who doesn't have problems?
it's a matter of whether you can find a friend to talk to or someone willing to share it with you.
haix just feeling so random now.
thanks sinhui for listening to me emo at work the past few days (:
ok,moving on to a lighter note.
i've just emptied my money on clothes again omg T.T
and i almost died-ed this week.
2 tests in 2 straight days and i din even study for it prior to the test!
so had to burn midnight oil on both days in order to study la.
got a warning from the bf cos he keep saying i very last minute.
sorry la lolx. but i got not last minute one meh?
yeah got another 2 tests next week >.<
can i just jump down now?
i think 11 floor can die also,no need go top floor which is like 2 storeys above only.
carn wait for the 2 week break altho i think it's abit too lil la.
i want to do baking some time soon cos i found a nice recipe online that day and i finally have my oven with me now at home so yeah..
hopefully got enough time to do so (:
then also want to spend time with classmates and friends as well.
hopefully all goes well -prays hard.
anyways,got kidsread tmr and work once more.
movie session so hope everything will go well :D
1 more day to last for work b4 i can rest on sunday.
shall bring my cam tmr and hopefully it'll be a success ba.
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